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These are just thoughts which i have identified, they’re not purposefully created and won’t hold them.

These are clouds, you see it, you mean it your way…

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Any of the masterminds must have said
“How things happen”
Some university must have offered course on
“How things happen”
Oh God, please let us know what’s happening in and around…

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I wish if there’s a course on the subject
” How things happen “
So that we can learn something USEFUL.
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Real success is beginning something and continuing it… Consistently
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Thanikkayi maathram adwanikkunna balan
varshangal bhakshichu ksheenichu vaangunnu
vaardakyavum appuratthe vyadhakalum…
Aparane thangum vriddhan
varshangal kaivittu needunnu
baalyavum appuratthe saantiyum…

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while (life <= death)
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You know what’s happening now !
You’re reading this 🙂
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Once we stop doing those mechanical regulars
We can start with the new wonderful ones.
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More than the beauty of these pictures, what makes me feel wonderful is…
You were there in that great moment !

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Do you think its not possible to create a machine
Which can move in the speed of a bike &
uses no non renewables & a
100% eco friendly 1 ?

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Dear God,
Give me courage to begin great things…
and You’ll be taking care of the rest, as usual 😉
Obviously completely Your’s.

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The Good thing is :
No one likes to be stressed for money.
& The bad thing is:
For that they need a lot of money.

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Fortunately the solution was very near…
Unfortunately that’s why it took so long 🙂

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Where’s colon and closing parenthesis ness !
Colon means “:”
Closing parenthesis means “)”
colon and closing parenthesis ness means 🙂 happiness !
enganeyundu??? 🙂

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It always asks for what it can get and not stops
Until the need is not fulfilled or avoided consciously.

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And then a miracle happens =

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Every website gives their information,

Google gives every website’s information and so it’s great!!!

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Winners simply sustain

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It’s true that there is no use of saving something.
Almost all my CDs which I have collected wonderful things
Are now an e-waste… Thank you Moses

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Friends… Please don’t take away my mind with you
I need it

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Everything is possible !!!
I like to do everything now…
How it’s possible only if practice makes it perfect.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…

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I was not concentrating on anything
But now I have started concentrating on nothing

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It’s clear that nothing can bring happiness forever
So just focus on nothing…
Happy Now !!!

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It’s just the game of (-,0,+) Thoughts…

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Let all our wishes go to hell…
Let the divine grace work for us…

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am afraid to be unhappy… because i remember my Past.

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It’s not necessarily upwards or downwards… It’s U shaped… Life !!!

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i just need a happy mind that understands almost everything within the limits of human perception.

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raw emotions raw people & raw foods !

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That’s also a reason to enjoy !!! Don’t ask me what…
Sriram swami catched me
Great people: believes everything for their progress
Common people: 50:50
Suffering people: believes everything for their…

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My Roughly drawn thoughts

If I have thought twice
There won’t be further lines…

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Only one mind in the creation and that of the creator.

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Business is not all about BUSY NESS

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Needs are endless when sad and it comes to zero when am happy, and I’m happy now

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An image which captures split of seconds can trigger hours long videos in mind

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Invest on good thoughts

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We all say big people think and talk big things but we don’t know they were thinking big when they were small.

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First Energize then show it what you want

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Gayatri mother always leads me…

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Garden as if all the butterflies inside
“a butterfly kick” as if there is zero gravity

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Three types of circumstance generally happens in life…
1-things we love the most 🙂
2-things we hate the most 🙁
3-Not found how it happens!!!

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It’s time to believe in the word- creating happiness!!!

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happiness follows Happiness… Only… Always.

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Let’s forgive the most

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Everyone says mind is so Powerful
Is this mind something that always stays with me…
and doesn’t knows what I really want

is your mind obeying you???

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Why are you wasting time without finishing works faster?
Why should I finish the works faster???
To waste the rest of time!!!

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Be still
&
Keep moving
Means the same, how can I trust language…

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Two years back when i hardly had an Internet connection,
swami Sandeep Chaitanya told me ” watch movie peaceful
warrior, it’s good”
i have never thought that this is going to be the first
movie i download and it can teach me many things…

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FB is a rich mother
Generously feeding her Thought kids
And it’s not so fair………. Sometimes…
But I have No Choice bcoz Ur there !!!

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Being happy without any reason can bring reasons to be Happy…
Make sure no one takes you to the psychiatrist 🙂
Because today happiness easily gets misunderstood as a disease but sadness won’t…

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Sometimes it feels like a worthy life…
Maybe by the blessing of that Weird god – Mind!!!

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If you don’t know me, you’re not alone
If you don’t know you, you’re always alone

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Mind is my God
Body is my temple
&
Thoughts are my prayer…

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Thought changed… life changed!!!

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Even Ferocious animals are very calm and idle…Generally
But if Hungry, the power gets unleashed!!!
Man is also an animal… Basically
So.. Most probably What can ignite Him ???

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Some things are self explanatory except nothing…

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Getting advice from everyone is a curse but…
Getting it from the one, when everyone else goes blank…
is a Blessing…

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Good or Bad, man is a master…
He can make 24 hours a short time
or a loOOOOOOOng time!!!

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I want it
I need it
I’ll go for it
I’ll get it… Effortlessly !!!
Hahaha…

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God is great
When my needs get fulfilled…
Mind is great
When I am Happy !!!

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In this life, for best Results
Kindly make use of colon and close bracket Frequently
Just like this : )

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When am stuck with the word further…
2 letters change and gives me the solution
Father !!!

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When Sadhus prefer Forest to be alone
We can easily feel alone in this crowded world…

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Go fast… Beat everyone else… till you die

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He gives me great works and shortcuts

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One Man keep on stumping me &
gives me another chance !!!
Fortunately I got his name on my Last name…

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Man made God &
God made man
Both are _____

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I really want to experience this in my life but the purpose is not clear
I like practicing martial arts but
I dislike to get hurt and give hurt…
I like farming but
I have to be healthy to do something…
I like praying but
Not sure what to ask for…
I like to be with my friends but
we both are busy…
I like cooking
I dislike non veg…
I like having food but
Dislike to be fat…

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What’s my purpose??? Were should I focus???

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When I heard of ” do what you like”
First i stopped working, started listening music, movies, watching rain, Facebook etc.
It’s now clear that more than 5 hours nothing exists as an interesting like
I think it’s better to find the real like first…
till then continue works, Like what you do!!!

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When I am happy I can feel the breeze…
When I am OK… Mosquitos come to me… I can solve it but
When I am sad, comes the Housefly !!!

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Predefined thinking is just like
Bookmarking the Google search

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Why people like Gandhiji Mother Theresa suffered so much
Is the human life which I think really precious meant for this???

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I thought body is power but it’s just a mirror.

I thought body is powerful but…
It was just the reflection of powerful mind

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Is your smile leaking something ???

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Inside four walls, if mind seeks this much !

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What to do??? Everything works !!!

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FB the HeavenlyHell. r u a FBholic ???

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There is no media i know which is
Non-alcoholic like Akashavaani.

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It’s raining cats,dogs and Jobs !!!

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Feeling https !!!

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No way..No way..New way!!!

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None other than you
My dear Me

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Beware of abundance
Its everywhere

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Success is standing after the mist before you

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“Always be happy”
Is not probably a good advice…

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My extraordinary mother inspires me by saying
” you have only less lives left”

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Days are less viscous when focused

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a Life to die for !!!

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Obeying mind can give you some happiness
But making it obey can bring peace

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This much time I have took To understand that
I am entitled to be happy !!!

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My dear mind,
I’m sorry that I have not mind you for 22 years

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Please watch only your favorite channels on mind TV… Always

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Help comes Quickly
Only When you think you deserve it,
Not just because you need it.

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Thinking and talking only about things we need/like
It’s not only a good habit instead
It’s the only good habit.

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It feels like being with God when Visualizing…
Even though it is the real truth !!!

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Being calm with good thoughts is better than
Acting happy with bad thoughts

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Looking outside, words come inside
What’s the relation between
Eyes, the greenery outside, Brain, Thoughts and Words ???

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Is the water falling… Or the Rock !!!

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One who is always lives in the morning
Can only bring morning 4 you, just like the SUN and GURU.

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Is happiness going away from feeling &
getting stuck with words ???

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I don’t know…
Why i pray, but I do
Why i am happy, but i am
Why i am alive, but i am
Why everyone loves me this much, but they do

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Thank you my dear Mind for being with me all the time…
And I promise now you will be happy with me…

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Sometimes getting away from the Aim
Is the way to perfectly reach it…

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A beautiful garden to live where curse leads to Blessing !!!
Don’t you think it’s worthy to be alive ???

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It’s quite easy for us to create honey rain [we have experience of creating acid rain]

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Does truth and lie matters… Really

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Good words for good life…. in and out

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is man eligible for the title of ” Animal ” ???

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Please don’t wait till the love reaches you…
Just allow it to flow from your end.

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I don’t know what God does in south Africa, but…
He’s doing fine here.

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It feels like December…
679104 turns 18.

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And the truth is…
Everyone is searching… Something.

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Two four lettered words used before Lord’s name : JAYA, SREE
And that’s my Mother : Jayasree !

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Is this descending or Ascending 🙂 !!!

May God bless U !
God bless U !
Bless U !
U !
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May I get a consistent Graph for my life please…

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Is that the riches brings peace and happiness

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For an abled one
Society is not OK with his mistakes
But its OK for him
Differently abled never okays mistakes even though society does…

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Making mistakes -> learning new options !

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Every knowledge we have learnt is WASTE
Can this knowledge help us during really hard time?
Can it make us help someone during their hard time??
NOOOOOOOOOO…

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Braveness
Is a change of thought from
Will it
To
It will

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You have not heard a single word,
You’re just thinking.

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“janadipatya viswasikal” oru nalla prayogamanu “eswara viswasikal” poole.
Janadipathyam undu enna viswasam “atalle ellam”…

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As per my understanding,
There exists and prevails only beginnings…

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No hurdles can be hindrance without solution…

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The life around 60 years before was so miserable, even the word abundance was less known. Medias focused mostly on the helpless hard lives.
Today most of us have more than enough…
I believe such a change was brought by visual media that pictured possibility of attaining abundant lives.
Social and visual media must focus on harmony to cultivate the same…

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We see wonderful things…Do we own it ? Can we use it ?
We make tasty foods…Can we eat as much we like ?
We visit Beautiful places…Can we stay there ?
Then what’s there worth doing ???
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Is “THANK YOU” a bad word, is it heavy to carry, is it irritating ?

I am asking this because many people these days tells ” please don’t say thank you”. Why???
Helping someone takes us to the peaks of self esteem and which makes us feel as if we don’t need any appreciation from others. But for the one who receives help from others, it’s not such a pleasant experience and usually the only thing left with them is the word thank you and maybe a smile to express gratitude.Please don’t forget God has created a wonderful reply “WELCOME” for the word “thank you”….

Let’s visualize these two situations

A: Thank you very much 🙂
B: keep it with you, I don’t need it 🙂

A: Thank you very much 🙂
B: You are welcome dear umma 🙂

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The wise ones say ” you only can Heal you”,

the so called wice ones promises” i only can Heal you”
Satisfy ourselves by affirming it’s all part of life… Let go & let’s go.
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Spiritual practice is simply wonderful and sometimes we are never aware the harmony we enjoys until the day we stops the practice.

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January till November left, no problem
It’s my lovely December leaving, how can i celebrate this eve….
No wonder God has chosen this beautiful month to take birth.
December made everything beautiful… It’s going to change

December

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Hey there! I occasionally use WhatsApp.
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I thought neither i will get it, nor i won’t get it…
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Since life assigned me a great goal, I’m sure…
+ initially I’ll fail
        + gradually I succeed
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Idleness can be experienced only if there’s time to think…
“should i do this NOW” 🙂
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When the expectations towards my life was withdrawn by everyone including me…
It started flowering fragrant blue roses.

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It’s just a three lettered pronoun. Don’t worry about
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The solution is being happy and wait for the right time for the wish to be manifested in the most harmonious way.
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Face looks innocent but smile looks made up !
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As long as we have something, it’s fair to think that’s the best.
As soon as we lose something, better options can be thought.
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Love ! instead of making ourselves perfect and secured, love…

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Mother – source of power…
Eg: Raman
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See how my mother empowers even Lords.

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A good Mother every home can Guard the society so well than NSG
Because the life of every offspring MATTERS for such people.
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A frog in a well ignorant of beautiful ponds outside can invite another frog cordially to well.
How can a well frog, well aware of beautiful ponds do the same?
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It’s really easy to forget pain of a nailcut wound. Just cut some fingers…
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I am just living not loving, where’s my laugh and love
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Whatsoever, change in state of body matters less…
The Mind that remains the same is the problem….
& the only existing solution…
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ee manassinu kurachu neram hibernate engilum cheytukoode ?????? !

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My old physio a pious Tamil man Samuel sir used to say…
“Ellarukkum kastam undu ajay.. aana unakku konjam adihamaavandu,
bayappada vena santosavum adihamaa thaan varapoohudu”
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“So what !!!” is the most inspiring word ever said…
But handle with care, sometimes it drills the Heart.

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Prob1. One door closed(unhappy)
Prob2. Ten doors open (confusion)
Prob3. Selects a door (doubt)
Prob4. Starts moving (inconsistency)
Prob5. Failure
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There are two people who grants smile without hesitation even for our Baddest jokes…
But 90% of their jokes are ignored by us.

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BestOffer: stop using facebook for 1 hour
And get 3 hours free time 🙂
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It’s doubtful for many people, what should they eat to get lean instead of stop eating
Many people asks what should they do more, instead of stop doing…

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Consistent improvement can be learned from Facebook
Consistency can be learned from any .gov sites… No reply whatsoever…
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Whatsoever, whomsoever…isn’t that consistent feeling of happiness we all need?
That’s all we need 🙂

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Let the sleep surrender by divine grace…
What’s life??? experience everything !
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It’s always sensible to build firewalls around you & never worry
The right people will easily get through, just like devi Sita did…
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What could be inside the mind of a priest
What could be inside the mind of a millionaire
What could be inside the mind of a patient
What could be inside the mind of a athlete
What if the contents are interchanged !
No wonder, the life will change. Worth experimenting, right ??
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The ignorant goes forward and forward but the wise gets backward…
Since mostly the truth lies behind… Somewhere near the origin !
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I believe in Boost, whatever boosts energy and helps remain relaxed is my religion.
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Lacks < lakhs < Relax

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Man… Wo!!!man 🙂

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When I cried for happiness, God came and granted some…
Again I cried for the full version, he led to Guru.
….gallons of milk for the kid who cries.
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Weird is better than tensed
Wired is better than cancer
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Savior… it’s you my dear me
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It’s all planned coincidences
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No wonder that national leaders thought of severe fasting even donating their lives
INDEPENDENCE is everything and the worthiest.
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Its sensible not to expect from the promises you receive…
But be careful in keeping the promises… It’s our identity
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Life is a game,
Game of achieving,
Achieving dignity, identity and love,
Love towards everyone,
Everyone & everything.
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Is this life??? Saaame place, same people, same dawn and the same dusk…
Along with Security, obedience, responsibility,… mangopeel
But I’m sorry these are blessings too.
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Teacher told there’s 2% chance that he’ll pass, I’ve passed
Doctor told there’s 2% chance that he’ll be rescued, I’m saved
Sakhil told there’s just 2% chance for success in love stories, 🙂
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It is written and believed that Rama is the most calm, relaxed, pleasant etc. incarnation of the Lord.
Just close your eyes and see you are alone and such a (>7ft) stature next to you passing the Rambow on the top right hand to the left down hand.
Then places the top right hand on your shoulder… Wide eyed face gives you a slowly spreading smile, other three hands are slightly moving, extraordinary shining of jewels, much more unknown happenings around. It could be scary… Right??? (maybe simply my thought at the moment)
Maybe that’s why He sends Guru who possess similar physical features. Wearing black tee & ash tracksuit, comes near and says “come on man let’s go for a walk and escape from every illusions”. But there are dozens of Gurus around us, it is said that no one has to worry about getting the right Guru. It’s the true feeling of love that creates the pain of separation right from the moment we hear that name. And if once met, what to say… You’re gone !
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How do you take food?
Mother gives me…
That’s really wonderful to have food from mother’s hand
Oh God ! Thank you for this blessing
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No God while sad & no sad while God, just like lamp & dark.
Ohh!!! That’s why God never meets sad,
but experiencing everything, I exists in bright, dark, sad, god & peace… Relaxed 🙂
Soo…it’s time to cross some blindly followed heavenly concepts.
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It seems that We follow almost similar customs and lifestyle in Epics.
But the solution for problems, starting from mother’s scolding to recovery from death was Tapas.
Never heard someone saying ” the person is doing Tapas”
Maybe there exist no problems these days or we refuse to consider it.
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Get up, buy 2kg Unda barfi, catch the first bus to Antarctica…
I’ll Post the igloo address, Wonderful idea !!!
Please don’t tell my mother. Anyway she knows how long i can survive 🙂

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Only one dream – at least one day by which nothing matters.
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Curly life… With n number of turns
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Chiri varatatu potte… Chilappol karachilum varilla.. athaanu sangadam
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Make me laugh, at least give me laugh
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6ft 2yr old boy. Minded to throw away diamond the very next moment it came to hand, simply because it’s not at all affordable to lose it after it felt to be mine.
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It seems bit hard
To make father know and convince what we want… &
To hide from mother what we want !!!
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Pretending is everything
We were neither happy nor sad while in babyhood, we pretended to be sad to make many things happen and pretended to be happy for some other things
It seems after sometime of pretending to be happy, it becomes habit of being happy naturally and so the other feelings too…
Pretend to be happy and you’re happy, pretend to be wonderful and start experiencing it.
Once my sister asked ( 🙂 to me 🙂 )
sis: how can i be a star in my class?
bro: excel in studies, shine in programs 🙂
sis: some children in my class neither studies, nor performs. Also pretends to be great and everyone admires !
bro: so try pretending to be wonderful & great !!!
We may think simply pretending will not work without having stuffs in hand. But in Epics we can see “” who extremely pretends to be God

My question is how can I pretend to healthy for being healthy??
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Length and breadth of Newgen seems surprisingly higher
Is this a part of evolution or simply the game of hormone chicken !
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To test the power of silence…
Use it either you’re angry or before an angry or sad one.
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Nothing is the mightiest, greatest, nicest…
Nothing is most successful, beautiful, blissful…
Nothing lasts forever every second.
And I realize nothing is the most important thing…
And i follow THE NOTHING, THE NOTHINGNESS.
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Thank God, you left just that mighty thing with me…
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Being kind, telling truth are not your Decisions, they are the results
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No idea how they compare female & men ! (aluva matti)
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I had no role in deciding my atomic attributes…
This precious name, robust gender, development Environ., peaceful place…
I’m so convinced by the decider that im leaving the rest on the same hands.

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No Convincing required & accepted.

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I improve my self, He improves my life………….. **He: Readily Available Master Architect
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Since I’ve just got two things…
My mind and body, i’ll do most possible experiments on it !
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……and they lived together a life full of joy.
ha ha..ha.. Such a crazy joke !!!
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It’s an unwritten rule that seeker attains knowledge
It seems formal education could speed up the progress.
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I’m here to praise & experience the might, not to blame crime.
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Most of my fav models have got long hair just like you !
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It seems that even some Strangers feels hard to leave me
Even though not so enjoyable, the pain they bear while leaving the presence
Makes think, what makes me bond effortlessly & firmly with every being !!!
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Bless me with opportunities to give happily
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Formal education helps controlling mind
To be continued
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Guru is the one who does not like us following his advises consistently
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If I say those films are fictious
Than I must say my life is fiction
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I’ve got a mind & a body and I’m so happy that I’m experimenting on it to the most possible extent.
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I improve my self, He improves my life………….. **He: Readily Available Master Architect
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Does the peace comes only after successful completion of the task ?
Does it exits consistently in some place? Amy valleys or something 🙂

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Light up somebody’s life…Be the Love…
And tell me “how did you do that”

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Teaching alphabets using words like A4 Acceptance, B4 Blessing, C4 Courage 
And the kid enquires what is Acceptance, Blessing, Courage, Dedication.. Grace…
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Being selfish
Be non selfish, involve in every matters of loved ones & make enemies
Be selfish, make your things right, spread peace…
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I have heard from experienced hands
Fiction stories are nothing before incredible turning points in real life
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I would like to be a disciplined slave of universal servant.
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Personalize everything

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if e = m * c sqr
So all these ‘m’s must be created by dividing ‘e’ by ‘c sqr’in mind !
All the masses that exist must be created by dividing or cutting down the emotions (which are the form of energy) by mind power that exceeds(even squares)light speed.

So to regenerate or build a mass of spinal cord needed for a healthy body, how much energy and power should be invested ! ?
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Begger the great
Happy journey, happy suffering, happy sharing, happy fasting…
Bye bye bondage, bye bye anxiety, bye bye places…
Nothing can exist between head and sky.
Basically you and me need that freeness right???
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how to love ourselves, how to love lord, how to connect, how can i feel love
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Some images by which neither expression nor expresser exists
What for are they looking inside, what do they feel ???

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Being reliable while angry, is the best policy.
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One day you have to face the worst in me, I have to face the worst in you
Just like all the time, let the divine grace be there with us.
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Assigning great duties, which they believe they can’t do
Is a best way to build self confidence in children also for those who are ready to grow
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Its really a hard liferule that “Once done is done.”
We can’t wipe it & clear it, possibly scratch it & worse it !
Just like a hotel boy who Skillfully wipes and makes that partially clean table entirely sticky 🙂
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There exist the concept of a Man. So relaxed, with extreme SelfLove that He never bothers his body to bear even the strain of standing in attention posture.
Doesn’t matter if it be the coronation photo session !

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Always I enjoy writing something new 🙂
My illiteracy and ignorance adds colors to it.
These thoughts passed through my head and i recorded it & that’s my only relation with it.
N.B: it’s all weird, insane, out of control, absolutely aimless & intention free
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Guru starts his works from DNA
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No smoke without flame within…
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Only thing that bothers and frightens me is the love&care i receive
Because, I owe myself to them in return.
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Show my way to experience the raw life
Reason, the most precious to me is Life & Ecstasy that never leaves me.
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Meditation the holy trap !!!
Just like the melting sweetness of an ice cream, the taste of meditation experience can’t stay with us for all the time,
But if once tasted, you may find everything else unfit to inspire anymore, even that favorite video or song seems dull ! At times if you’re feeling down means you’re down, that’s all.
It’s the most wonderful trap to fall that you can’t say if that oneness will happen this moment or not, or when could be the next time i could enjoy that ecstasy ! I don’t feel like blaming meditators if they find alternate ways to stay in that state.
I just want to know who does not need that pleasant feeling of contentment every microsecond???
Eventhough the cooking started 4 years ago, I could taste it twice. But sincerely that taste is enough to suffer breakups & continue consistent efforts to reap it further.
Just like Boys said “Vali thaan vetryin ragasiyame…” O ho ho hoo ho, hOOO OhO OhO oo.

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Happiness is watching action movie with Gopi
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‘Opportunity’ iS a smart guy…
Who comes by train, gets a taxi, straightaway reaches the home. Opens door, gets inside and tells “OK let’s start” & we reply the same.
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Everyone told, you must not sit like this. Do something, Any possible work & “be engaged”
By divine grace, got some works and got engaged all the time.
I thought “since me & I are engaged, let’s get married” and started practicing meditation.
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OMG please take care, its exam time
As you know my nature is resistant to reading and addicted to writing !
But the hope is, i’m a kind of pressure cooker & somehow my meal gets ready when pressure builds up.

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Writing is not under my control
I’m not authorized, either to start or stop me from it.
But posting is purely circumstantial
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Being surrounded by Loved ones is fair. But still, I need Me.
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Those who thinks life is easy.
Learns music and sings to find a living…
Those who thinks life is hard.
Learns CS and codes to find a living…
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Lovers must start with Lovefailure movies & proceed further
Once felt they’re out of every fantasies of the dream world.
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is breakup possible before startup ! Ha ha ha… I don’t know
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Water yourself with lots of SelfLove…
So that life grows Greenfully in a way which u never let u down even if others does.
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Intensity of wish is often measured by life, neither skills nor capabilities.
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Refuse to stop & ready to stop are the difference in doing something
For ourselves & four others.
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Were was the cool relaxed evening breeze hiding !
Without being touched by the hot noon sun.

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Mom: You may have to bear bad words from those who praised you.
Son: Ya..Yaaa that’s what the nature of world.
Mom: No..Nooo that’s how you behave 🙂
Son: eeeee…
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Intelligent people cut down trees and build great comforts.
They knows well, getting inspired is important than getting oxygen.
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Is that possible to water a plant in the way rain satisfies her…
Is it possible to make someone feel wonderful just like meditation does.
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Salutations to the Omnipresent, the acceptor of every silly thing offered with devotion.
The one who lets me submit my opening thirty one.

Roadside Tree…

Happy life, bothering no one and bothers none.
Rooting firmly and growing deeper to find it,
My Water, the source and soul of my life.

Blue sky is too high and brown land is too low,
Let me cherish the greenish life in between, effortlessly.
With blindest belief in power that supports me and every other me.
Until the day i become dust and reach the skies.

No blame, let it flame or freeze. Being friend of source of light.
Not being upset either with sweatdrop or raindrop.
Lights up green & waves with wind for every vacationer.
Since i have known, no best partner than a stranger.

Grow wide, spread shade. Bear fruits, bestow these homes lots.
Not to please or to tease anyone, but for a reason
That’s what my job and that’s what my true nature.
Let this innate nature never get mature.

Grace be there that my spirit of greenery be there
While at frustration of drought or at the hillstation of downpour.
Because I’m afraid of my addiction towards coherent change,
Which is also my nature.

Appears to everyone like an awesome tree, quite high & widespread.
But the fact is that its just the thinnest guitar string.
That makes high pitch notes for a small touch
And gets broken quite often.

My dear mighty lord, by your wish once we had wings you gave us.
Then it seemed your wish that species of my kind have to stay,
If we deserve, let it be your wish that we stay able, in and out.
The source and supplier of every need, let no one beg for basic needs.
Not just because it takes self esteem less than prostitute level,
No one could water enough and satisfy, just like your chill rain does.
Wishes are as good as done, I know. Because you’re absolute nothing
Other than the grand slave loyal to one who loves.
None other than you my dear me to grant harmony & happiness !

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Feeling December
As promised, Dece came early…
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This nature, nothing but cheater,
It stays fresh, lives the lively green life forever !
This nature was green when my grandfather was born and still stays so
We, Wo&Men the creatures meant to get transformed by nature.
This momentary life, not longer than a hundred metre,
It flowers, matures, ripens and then to the ground.
Use the axe, let’s take away the cheter nature with us,
This time when we take a break to this earthly life.
Let no one get worried by the wicked aging tricks anymore.
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Nothing man… nothing !
Truly We know and we’ve felt we’re nothing and there exists nothing forever…
That’s why we feel uncomfortably high when someone say (+) we’re something.
That’s why we feel uncomfortably low when someone say (-) we’re something.
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Dig a small pit so that we can plant something for us
Dig deeper so that we get water for our future
Dig more deeper so that we get treasures for our future generations
This might be the strategy of Yogis regarding meditation, through which they have gifted us the Epics.
Miraculously we get happiness keeping It at home, not even turning the pages.
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A son who makes mistakes, keeps his father vital.
& A son who loves his mother, keeps her vital.
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It’s all meant four chill dren !
Rain, teaser jokes, games, stories, journeys, colors…

It’s all meant for children and maybe for you too, if you choose to be so.
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My dear God, I can’t request my childhood back.
But I can request to help preserve the boy in me if I deserve.
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Some nice people, in their imagination build tree for us. Allow us to stay in their tree house and we feel so comfortable that we’re home and just do nothing.
Some bad people openly express how deep and drowning we are. And we resume swimming.
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I can’t wait for the great happiness
So I celebrate every simple joyful moments
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Being good & being with good is equally important, if peace matters for you…
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Unshown efforts too pays…
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Even though little,
Take away my money, and let me free.
Even though a little,
Take away my love, and leave me free.
Even though underserved,
Take away my ignorance, and let me free.
Even though scarce,
Take away my likes, and let me feel free.
Even though small,
Take away my life, and let me free forever.
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Success! On either ways…
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Mother: automated machine that fills required air and removes excess air, works perfectly with sonballoon.
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A sweet piece of music can make me cry,
Temporary discomfort could make me cry,
But challenges never takes away my tears.
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Relatives / kith

Every creation is wonderful but it’s extremes are thunderbolt.
Its true that every creation has it’s nature, both nice and nasty.

But this category is quite extreme beyond comparison, relatives.
They gives their pure blood for my lost blood,
They rain their love for me to live.
They are also those who puts hot pickle into stove like stomach,
With excess expressions of so called “affection”.

There exists nothing utter dark nor absolute bright,
But kitch is definitely the intense of its kind.
Incredible example of extreme noble and evil.
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Sleep
Place where happiness and sadness fails to enter
You gave me nothing but made me happy
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Passion
Something we’re unable to do without sincerity
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Eligibility to witness and experience happiness is being glad.
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Begging is the best way that takes away the authority to ‘be angry’.
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My lord stays outside in the form i like
And stays inside in the form as it is like everything
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There’s just one thing horrible
Something is there to laugh, but no friends around.
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Feeling happy, doing worthy, being relaxed.
No options, life has started

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Every car in the heaven will be Convertible ones.
OMG… Convertible, Please…

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Poet…
Being silent but expressing violent

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Aquarium…
Cleaning hard times and overcoming to good times
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Hide feelings for protection
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Just like, next day Birthday cake
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How can I stop laughing,
Witnessing such a comic thing… My Life
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Ignorant…
Knows not which I need not
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Saturated Saturday
Why it’s different, why its fully wonderful
Doesn’t that what we need
Doing what to be done by us and doing what to be done for us
Are they always parallel?
Satisfaction for duties done till yesterday
Or the expectation of no duty tomorrow
Feeling the comfort of not being at the start nor at the end
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Being happy will pay in the way you want, for sure… Its Assured.
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Planning must be done in such a way that once executed, it must affect positively to those who are directly & indirectly related.
It must be capable of rearranging or reversing itself if required.
It must support the future plans B,C,D..Z…∞
And that’s why “Being Happy” enjoys supremacy to hold the title of – The Ultimate Plan.

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Need, the dream seed…
Nice days passed, hard days crawled
Sunny days pleased and years vanished.
Sleep and food took days forward
Never known how long now from the start

Comforts stayed as the all time goal
Complaints made the day and night
Expecting the good and only the best
But, life knows well giving glad, sad as well

If life comes asks, what you do want from me
Lively life without needs and wants could be only reply
Cared just to stay away from requirements and necessities
Missing those gold mines all the way

Life sometimes gives unasked gifts, uninvited guests
Needs and necessity, the excellent ones
As the necessity strengthens, need reaches head
The dream sprouts to the dawn of possibilities

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Sleepless night…
Don’t know how it differs from a day
Sleepless night is a day without sun
Its slower than the slowest crab
It seems like an unknown bay,
We reach the start after sailing all the way
As if this play never ends.
Watching the ones blessed by sleep

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In Malayalam : Pacha Naadan, In English : Robustaaa !
Entaaleee !

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Today’s Xerox please…
Such a wonderful day today
Felt like top of all this day
Seems most perfect time ever
Need today’s xerox for tomorrow
And for the days that follow
What if the whole life nice like this!
Why can’t the days stay bright like this?
When everyone is entitled to enjoy
Every moment round the world, all the way
The only doubt that bothers well
What if a better time ahead
Can’t the days spark even more

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Stuck to sprout?

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The hurdle cradle…
Cradle the comfort place to grow

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There’s no point
Going behind Fewer enjoyments
Living for happiness
Leaving the happiness, keeps the promises.

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Worthy & Worthless
Everyone says we will understand the value of something only if it is lost
But when it seemed in the case of this body
It’s uselessness was understood
I’ve made sincere efforts to make a powerful all the way
But all of a sudden everything went vain

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There’s something
There is something longing to wake up
When the thoughts fall asleep

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12:36 PM 8/22/2016

Three tours…

Excitement, energy, here and there and all around,

Planning and packing for every precious moments,

Countless tasks but no complaints,

Longing and longing but seconds long more,

All set for Tomorrow’s tour.

 

Oh!  It’s a sunny day,

Sparkling start to lively time,

Staying afar from daily life,

Sharing one we loved to have,

Why this day leaves lightning fast ?

Dawn just did but dusk is here !

All went well onToday’s tour.

 

Gloomy grave like daybreak felt,

Finds no cause to leave my cot

So soon daily life came back,

Back to worn out sleepy me,

On this dull and dark blue day,

All because of Yesterday’s tour.

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11:26 AM 8/23/2016

Give me a goal

Give me a reasons, purpose to live

As long as my life refuse to leave

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ശ്രീരാമ ഗീത

ശ്രീരാമ ഗീത

സ്വസ്തി ശ്രീ ഗണേശായ നമഃ

ശ്രീപാർവതീപതേ മഹാദേവായ  നമഃ

ശ്രീ ഗുരുഭ്യോ  നമഃ

ശ്രീ സരസ്വത്യേ നമഃ

ശ്രീ രമാദേവിയേയ് നമഃ

ശ്രീ മഹാവിഷ്ണവേ നമഃ

ജയ് സീതറാം !

01 balakandam 01 Umamaheshwara Samvadham

Introduction

 

Ramayanam 35:16 – 36:40

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Who is Sreerama

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29:48 -33:30

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5:56 PM 9/2/2016

ഓണം

ഓണം ഓർമ്മകൾ ഓളം തുള്ളും മേളം

തുമ്പികൾ കാറ്റിൽ നീളെ നൃത്തം

പൂമഴ പൂക്കളം തീർക്കും ഗ്രാമം

മാബലി മന്നവൻ ആഗമ ഘോഷം

 

നനവറിയാത്ത ജീവിത വെൺകടലാസതിൽ

കുളിരേറും നനതൂവും തൂലിക തുമ്പു പോൽ

മണ്ണിൽ ഉറങ്ങുമാ തുമ്പമനസ്സിനെ

തഴുകി ഉണർത്തും തിരുവോണ ഗന്ധം

പാടവരമ്പത്തെ പൂത്തുമ്പ പെണ്ണിനും

പാടിനടക്കുമീ പൂമ്പാറ്റ പൂവിനും

എന്തിനെന്നല്ലാത്തൊരോണ ചിരി

 

മാറുന്ന കാലത്തിൻ മായിക വർണമായ്

മാരിവിൽ ചാരുത ചിങ്ങമാസം 

പൂവിടും മേളവും പൂവിളി താളവും

നാൾക്കുനാൾ നീളുവാൻ എന്നുമെന്നും

പൂത്തുമ്പ തമ്പുരാൻ കാത്തിടട്ടെ

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9:35 PM 9/3/2016

പത്തുനാൾ പാട്ട്

അത്തപൂക്കളമിട്ടോ അത്തച്ചമയം കണ്ടോ 

ഒന്നാം ഓണനാള് അത്തം നാള്

പൂക്കള വട്ടത്തിൽ ഒരു വട്ടം കൂട്ടിയോ

രണ്ടാം ഓണനാള് ചിത്തിര നാള്

പൂവട്ടം കൂട്ടിയോ പാവാട വാങ്ങിയോ

മൂന്നാം ഓണനാള് ചോതി നാള്

മാങ്ങ നുറുക്കിയോ ഭരണി നിറച്ചുവോ

നാലാം ഓണനാള് വിശാഖ നാള്

പമ്പാറിൽ പോയോടീ ചുണ്ടനെ കണ്ടോടീ

അഞ്ചാം ഓണനാള് അനിഴ നാള്

ഓപ്പോള് വന്നോടീ അമ്മാത്ത് പോയോടീ

ആറാം ഓണനാള് കേട്ട നാള്

മാവില പപ്പടോം കോണ്ടാട്ടൂം കാച്ചിയോ

ഏഴാം ഓണനാള് മൂല നാള്

മാധോരണിയിചോ മിന്നുംവളയിട്ടോ

എട്ടാം ഓണനാള് പൂരാട നാള്

കാഴ്ച കുലവച്ചോ കാർന്നോരെ കുമ്പിട്ടോ

ഒമ്പതാം ഓണനാള് ഉത്രാട നാള്

പൂക്കളവട്ടവും സദ്യവട്ടങ്ങളും

തനിക്കൊത്ത വണ്ണത്തിൽ കൂട്ടിയോടീ

പത്താം ഓണനാള് തിരുവോണ നാള്

അന്നതിനൽപ്പവും മുട്ടതു കൂടാതെ

എങ്ങളെ കാക്കുന്ന തമ്പുരാനേ

നാൾ ഇരുപത്തേഴതും മാസം മുന്നാലതും

കാത്തു ഞാൻ പൊന്നപ്പ ഓണത്തപ്പാ

പാതാള രാജ്യം പോൽ പൂക്കളമുറ്റത്തും

വാണരുളീടുവാൻ കൈതൊഴുന്നേൻ

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5:51 PM 9/9/2016

Look at them !

Look at them, they’re going

Look at them, they’re friends

Look at them, they’re enjoying

 

Look at me, am alone

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9:07 AM 9/16/2016

Soul, the humble host of all enjoyments seeks oneness, liberation beyond pleasure and gloom…

Let me sleep, please…

I have danced for you, sung for you,

Acted cheerful for you,

Lived selfless before you,

Lied, even sold myself for you.

 

You made me do, what you like.

You made that do, the way you like.

All I did was to stay soundless,

All I was allowed, to be marble.

Apt base to figure, the vigour you want.

Perfect stuff that never oppose.

 

Let me ask if you are glad?

Tell me the acts you made me do,

Made you glad and broken your bonds with sad,

At least it loosed the stressed strings.

Sorry that I know you could never say so,

As it’s just the matter of short lived time.

 

Let me remind, if you mind

I’m neither this body that you wish,

Nor the mind that serves you,

I am the source of what you search.

I am the soul, the reason and the purpose.

The conscious sleep to be oneness,

So let me sleep for a while, please.

Request from me, your soul.

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8:18 PM 9/16/2016

The Rockfall…

I was too high, when born

Heard a flow of rhyming words that made me laugh,

So snowed to allow the flow through me.

As the flow went on, the rhymes in words just went down.

And I saw the flow gets down with the rock of who am I

 

I was so high, when child,

Found the friends, the joy and play.

Allowed the joy of play to pass through me.

But the play went wild to the banks of fight,

When friends compete mad for runs and goals.

And I saw the flow of play takes down again the rock of who am I

 

I was high, when young,

Found the fictious world out there,

Loved to live the life that fancy way.

The hectic flow, that took my rock all the way down.

The fairy water just flowed, just like the seconds did.

All the rock that made me high are now dust.

 

And i am old and low as earth right now,

And below this ground is my home next day.

This is what the rock fall life.

But, most of them call this waterfall.

The journey towards achievements.

And to forsake every single attainment.

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10:34 AM 9/22/2016

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naadabrahmathin neelasarassitil

namrashiraskaraai nilkkunnu naam

jeevathaalamaam raagaprapanjathin

veenameetunna niswanam naam

dhoorevaanathil cninnipadarunna swarameghapadalangal

koorthinakkunna raagamaari naam

ilanjikoottam

 

maayikalookathin maasmarathaalathil

maayaamareechiyaam virasathaalangalaal

manassinte thandriye veendum urakkave

mazhathoornnu mangiya maanathu mazhavillu

theerkkunna pularoli naam

ilanjikoottam

 

raagathin saptamaseemakalkkappuram

swaranaadamazha theedum vezhambal naam

smritithanseemakalkappurath evedayoo

paariparannidaan vembum aathmaavinu

chirakukal neyyum thoovalakal naam

ilanjikoottam

ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

നാദബ്രഹ്മത്തിൻ നീലസരസ്സിതിൽ 

നമ്രശിരസ്കരായ് നിൽക്കുന്നു  നാം

ജീവതാളമാം രാഗപ്രപഞ്ചത്തിൻ

വീണമീട്ടുന്ന നിസ്വനം നാം

ദൂരെവാനത്തിൽ  ചിന്നിപ്പടരുന്ന സ്വരമേഘപടലങ്ങൾ

കോർത്തിണക്കുന്ന രാഗമാരി നാം

ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

 

മായികലോകത്തിൻ മാസ്മരതാളത്തിൽ

മായാമരീചിയാം വിരസതാളങ്ങളാൽ

മനസ്സിന്റെ തന്ദ്രിയെ വീണ്ടും ഉറക്കവേ

മഴതൂർന്നു മങ്ങിയ മാനത്തു മഴവില്ല്

തീർക്കുന്ന  പുലരൊളി  നാം

ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

 

രാഗത്തിൻ സപ്തമസീമകൾക്കപ്പുറം

സ്വരനാഥമഴ  തേടും വേഴാമ്പൽ നാം

സ്മൃതിതൻസീമകൾക്കപ്പുറത്തെവിടെയോ

പാറിപ്പറന്നിടാൻ വെമ്പുമാത്മാവിനു

ചിറകുകൾ നെയ്യും തൂവാലകൾ നാം

ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

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11:42 AM 9/22/2016

sundarabhoomithan chaarutaseemakal

kaanankodhikkunna kannukalee

varnaprapanjathil vaazhunnuvengilum

venmathan ar

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3:11 PM 9/22/2016

kootare thonakkare kaikotti paadam thaalathil thullam

vannallo thaalathin koottam ilanjikoottam

kaattinte thaalathil kaattadi chuttum pool

paattinte thaalathil melam kozhukkatte aatam thimirkkatte

vannallo melathin koottam ilanjikoottam

aazhakkadalinte oolathe vellunna

meelathintoomama naatteennanee

ilanjithara meelathintoomama naatteennanee

indriyajaalathil indrajaalam theerkkan

eenathin koottam llanjikoottal

kottalla koottare paattalla naattaare

changu pidakkana thaalamaane

ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

കൂട്ടരേ തോണക്കാരെ കൈകൊട്ടി പാടാം താളത്തിൽ തുള്ളാം

വന്നല്ലോ താളത്തിൻ കൂട്ടം ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

കാറ്റിന്റെ താളത്തിൽ കാറ്റാടി ചുറ്റും പോൽ

പാട്ടിന്റെ താളത്തിൽ മേളം കൊഴുക്കട്ട ആട്ടം തിമിർക്കട്ടെ

വന്നല്ലോ മേളത്തിൻ കൂട്ടം ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

ആഴക്കടലിൻ്റെ ഓളത്തെ  വെല്ലുന്ന

മേളത്തിന്റോമന  നാട്ടീന്നാനേ

ഇലഞ്ഞിത്തറ മേളക്കൊഴുപ്പിന്റെ നാട്ടുകാരാ

ഇന്ദ്രിയാജാലത്തിൽ ഇന്ദ്രജാലം കാട്ടും

ഈണത്തിൻ കൂട്ടം ഇലഞ്ഞികൂട്ടം

കോട്ടല്ല കൂട്ടരേ പാട്ടല്ല നാട്ടാരെ

ചങ്കു പിടക്കണ താളമാണേ

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Accept it, whatsoever

It’s not your day, it’s someone’s day

They’re really proud, so called generous

They’re pleased, they’re here to bless

They find the need and the man in need

They have their own ways to fulfill th needs

By which the needy has very less to do

No value for feelings he express

The needy just has to be still

The needy just has to obey

The needy just has to accept

The load of need that keeps head down

The greed to live, that takes forward

To accept the mud like cloud number nine

And stay humble without choices

Without voices and loud noises

To get the cake that meant for him, at least

Or to lose it once more.

Lucky needy, isn’t he?

Yes he is.

For the boon to stay choiceless and calm and quiet.

Like a roadside tree.

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3:42 PM 10/11/2016

Unseen thread

Unseen thread that lights every life

The flow that keeps the vital glow.

Unseen string but the refined one

Beyond the extents of saturation

Above the extremes of situations

That bounds the likes, dislikes as well

That bounds words, the silence as well

It bounds the smile and sobs

it bounds beyond the seas and skies

And holds the life and death in hand.

Unseen it stays but outshines the most

Beneath it lies but profound its pulse

That holds the life and dreams till dusk

The sun who melts each bergs of ice

Were hardships stucks and stink

Let me find from where it comes

And let me stay at that place of play

Where the roots of joy and light dwells

Not just for one but everyone

It’s the essence of Life

It’s the essence of Ourselves

It’s the essence of Verses

It’s the essence of Everything

Have you felt that unseen thread?

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സംശയം

എൻസഹായത്തിനായ് ആരെയുംകാണാതെ വിങ്ങുന്നനേരമാ സംശയം,

സർവരുടെയും സഹായംപറ്റി ജീവിക്കുന്നതു സൗഖ്യമോ?

സദ്കർമ്മ ഫലം സ്വർല്ലോക വാസവും ദുഷ്കർമ്മ ഫലം ദുർവാസനാ ചിത്തം.

കേവലം സഞ്ചിത കർമ്മത്തിൻ സാരമീ ജീവിതം, അതിൻ നിർണയം ജീവിതം.

എന്നിരിക്കെ സംശയം ഈശ്വരൻ സത്യമോ പ്രാർത്ഥന വ്യർത്ഥമോ?

ദുഷ്കര നാളുകൾക്കക്കരെ പ്രാപ്തമാം ശീതള ഭൂതലമെന്നിരിക്കെ

കാത്തിരിക്കേണ്ടതു ദുഷ്കര നാൾകളോ സുപ്രഭാതങ്ങളോഎന്നതു സംശയം.

മഹാപ്രപഞ്ചത്തിൻ അണുവിൻ കണികായാം ഞാനെന്ന മൺതരി എന്നിരിക്കെ

കർമം ചെയ്യുവാൻ ഞാനാര്, ചെയ്യാതൊതുങ്ങുവാൻ ഞാനാര് എന്ന സംശയം.

സംശയാത്മാ വിനശ്യതിഎന്നിരിക്കെ സംശയം

സംശയം നീളുന്ന ചിത്തവുമായി ഞാൻ നാശത്തെകാക്കയോ?

സംശയാകാശത്തിൽ കാറോഴിഞ്ഞീടുന്ന സുദിനംകാക്കണോ

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Written For Sakhil

After my hardest test of tenth,

It was the hottest day of 2k8,

I found a happy bird near me.

The day that still keeps me going,

And will do till my dusk,

One request, never tell me to forget it.

What to say, I know I’m low,

Lower than your love in dreams.

And can’t promise that I ever feed you,

With my sweat and blood.

Just one word, that I can say,

That my word to you will be only word.

The one that stays still bright as stars,

Maybe you can’t see during day of your life,

But you could find it on your saddest night,

That my word still shines for you and just you…

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Never give hope, please…

You may find someone in dark

You may have solutions for them

And it’s your pleasure to offer hope

And it becomes the only window

By which the universe enters to one in dark

So no help to give than hope

Still never give, never give hope

 

You may not know how hard a second weighs

When the hope takes long to come and hug

When the hope moves down to the depths of sea

When the hope takes long to break

So never, never give hope

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10:17 PM 10/27/2016

How the world around me exist matters less

How I exist in this world matters more

And how I improve, matters most

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Sooraj, Some people told me a better photo could be used, but this photo reminds me of the good times we spent at the compound wall of “Saraswathi Nivas” just watching those who pass

and the Pudukolangara Kaavu…… below മൂവാണ്ടൻ മാവ് !

 

സൗഹൃദം

എൻ പ്രിയസോദരാ നിൻ വഴിത്താരയിൽ

ശീതള പാതയിൽ നീ ചരിക്കേ

വന്മരഛായയിൽ വിരിയുന്ന പുൽക്കൊടികണ്ടുവൊ നീ

സുന്ദര വീഥികൾക്കക്കരെ മരുഭൂവിൽ

നീറുന്ന പൂവനം കണ്ടുവോ നീ 

നന്മകൾ നേർന്നുടൻ അകലത്തു മായാതെ

കൂടെയിരിക്കാമോ കൂട്ടുനടക്കാമോ വാസന്തമെത്തുന്ന നാൾവരേക്കും?

 

സപ്തവർണങ്ങൾക്കും ആശ്രയമാകുന്ന വെണ്മയാം

ഈശ്വരകാരുiണ്യകിരണത്താൽ തെളിയുമീ ഭൂതലം

സൗഹൃദമാകുന്ന മാമരച്ചില്ലകൾ പൂവിട്ടു ഗന്ധം പരത്തിടട്ടെ

സദ്ഫലങ്ങൾ നാടിന്നേകിടട്ടെ

 

ഒന്നിച്ചൊന്നായ് ഉയരാം ഇനിയും

പക്ഷ രാഷ്ട്രീയ ഭിന്നതക്കപ്പുറം

പക്ഷങ്ങൾ ഒന്നിച്ചു പാറും പറവപോൽ

 

ഗംഗയും സിന്ധുവും സാഗര രാജ്യവും

ജലമെന്ന സത്യം വിളിച്ചോതുന്നപോൽ

ഏകത നമ്മുടെ ഭാവമതാവട്ടെ

ഐക്യം നമുക്കെന്നും സൗഖ്യം നൽകീടട്ടെ.

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I was simply sleeping those days

I was just walking those days

Hurdles blocked my way I walk but opened the heights to jump

Problems stops the usual way the things we do and opens unusual ways.

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https://www.facebook.com/sensible.trolls/photos/a.173843432957150.1073741828.172336963107797/365166087158216/?type=3&theater

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അയല്പക്കത്തെ ഒന്നാംക്ളാസ്സുകാരൻ കൊച്ചനുജൻ മുതൽ സകലരുടെയും സഹായം പറ്റിയ, ചുറ്റുമുള്ള  സകലരോടും കടപ്പെട്ടിരിക്കുന്ന എന്റെകൂടെ  ഇരിക്കാൻ  ലജ്ജ  തോന്നി  സ്വമേധയാ  ഒഴിഞ്ഞു പോയതാവാം എന്റെ അഹംഭാവം…. അതും ഒരു ഈശ്വരാനുഗ്രഹംനന്ദി രാജേഷേട്ടാ⁠⁠⁠⁠

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4:25 PM 11/9/2016

Life takes, life gives.  We’ve very less to do…

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2:28 PM 11/15/2016

Jack of all master of nothing… “The Nothing”

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2:28 PM 11/15/2016

If we had a word

Boss, if we had a word,

I could walk brisk on your shoes.

Teacher, if we had a word,

I could get more ‘good’s and ‘star’s.

Father, if we had a word,

I could be the wisest ever.

Mother, if we had a word,

I could start this day of wonders.

Brother, if we had a word,

Together we could walk more miles.

Sister, if we had a word,

I could see your dreams, bright and deep.

Son, if we had a word,

I could tell you Rama’s story.

Daughter, if we had a word,

I could tell you “be my mom”.

My friend, if we had a word,

We could make that smiley real.

My God, if we had a word,

I could tell you “get some rest”.

Turn back, tell me “if we had a word”,

I could tell you, “I thought you know me”.

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4:27 PM 11/16/2016

There is just one reward for being frank, and that’s ‘peace’.

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4:37 PM 11/16/2016

Take up the risk of being frank, the result is peace…

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1:29 PM 11/18/2016

Momtree…

There’s a tree, so called momtree.

So huge that I can’t see it fully.

Where I love to play around,

Where I sits often to get some breeze,

Where I’m secured while at hard rain,

Where thunders fail to enter,

Where the fruits I like, yield and ripe.

Where I’m child and free always.

 

I’m so sad that it gives shade,

Wide for all, every being beneath. Not just for me

I’m so glad that it stays firm,

So that I could hang and swing.

And laugh at the ripe fruit fall.

 

I’m afraid of the strong wind that shakes it,

Which seems for me like earthquake.

On the next moment of peace,

I could see the wind makes a shift,

Just taking away my Momtree’s yellow leaves. 

 

Sometimes I feel like watering it.

Being anxious of its growth,

But I am doubtful about my cup of water and it’s highness.

It’s for sure that it nurtures itself and the world.

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1:30 PM 11/18/2016

>>>>>>>>>> 

Windows

I dream of a window so wide, without grills

But it seems that my window is a mirror

That shows me pretty and glowing day when I am glad

And the new moon day when I am so

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1:30 PM 11/18/2016

As promised, December…my Deəʳsé (ഡെസി) came early this November…

Dece, my dearest… 

Dece, the only sister of eleven rude brothers.

Naughty heat and gloomy rain

Stays away from her way.

Dece who speaks with pleasing breeze,

Dece who laughs with the brightest days,

Dece who brings the heaven for us,

Dece who gifts the colorful shine,

Shine that makes the life live.

Dece defines beauty.

Being beautiful is not at all the beauty,

Making beautiful is all the beauty,

That’s what Dece’s duty.

Giving the world a magnificent gleam.

Blessing everyplace with brand new look.

Especially my window side.

Dece made the flower smile,

Hanging drops at the fence and rails,

Lonely trees and gangs of grass,

Smiles at her, glows for her.

Even the Gods long, to take birth on her lap,

Twenty four hours of twenty four days

Kind Dece not just chills, also gives her blanket

The blanket of snow, the curtain of mist.

To surprise the world with golden days.

Occasion by which the child in every heart,

Could come out and play his vacation.

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12:44 PM 11/23/2016

That Samurai spirit

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12:44 PM 11/23/2016

Relax…

Without being relaxed, can you laugh

Without being relaxed, can you enjoy

——————–

12:46 PM 11/23/2016

I was so sad when I can’t reach to my friends

Now it’s fine with us, I and me.  We’re happy…

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9:49 AM 11/29/2016

Life, a steep trekking trip…

Stretching heights for us to hike.

With the weight of pack on our back,

The pack that we believe would help us,

In fact the gear that slows us down.

 

Meeting new and new fellow travelers,

Being with those who speaks like me,

Away from those who speaks their way.

Aware of truth that I’m not here

to stay long with neither of them.

Still the shock of fellow hikers who disappear,

Sad for those who struggle to move.

Being that last man on my way,

To witness the play of one and all in front.

 

Times that the snow falled between us,

And we can’t see even ourselves.

The swift landslides that took our way,

Those kind natives who made our way,

The stories that we heard on the road,

The beliefs planted on us by others.

That made our lives seem white, black at times.

 

A trip that gives an endless feel,

So steep that I feel like holding sticks,

As I feel so old than grandfather,

Losing my taste in anything new,

But signs of progress takes forward,

The joy of reaching destinations that brings a smile.

Finally the excitement of starting it all again,

For the journey that awaits.

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4:41 PM 12/2/2016

ഞാനെന്ന സത്യം

തനിക്കായി മാത്രം അധ്വാനം ചെയ് ബാലൻ

വർഷങ്ങൾ ഭക്ഷിച്ചു ക്ഷീണിച്ചു വാങ്ങുന്നു

വാർധക്യവും അതിനപ്പുറം വ്യഥകളും.

അപരനെ താങ്ങുമാ കൂനനാം വൃദ്ധൻ

വർഷങ്ങൾ കൈവിട്ടു ഞൊടികൊണ്ടു നേടുന്നു

ബാല്യവും സംതൃപ് സാഫല്യ  ശാന്തിയും.

അന്യനെ ദ്വേഷിച്ചതിൽ ആമോദം കാണുന്ന

മാന്യന്റെ വാക്കിലും ശ്രെയസ്കരം തന്നെ

പാദരക്ഷയിലെ പൂക്കൾ മിനുക്കുന്ന

വഴിയോര വൃദ്ധന്റെ ഇല്ലായ്മകൾ കോർത്തൊരല്പഗീതം.

മായിക ചിറകിന്റെ വീര്യത്തിൽ ഉയരുന്ന

യൗവനത്തിലും ഉത്തമം രാമ നാമം വാഴും

നിശ്ചല വാല്മീക വാർധക്യ വാനപ്രസ്ഥം.

ദാനം മറന്നൊരു പൂജയുമില്ലെന്ന സത്യം

വെളിപ്പെടും നാൾവരേക്കും,

ദിവ്യപാദത്തിൽ സർവ്വസമർപ്പണം

ചെയ്യുവാൻ തോന്നുന്ന നിമിഷംവരെ,

സ്ഫടികത്തിൻ പാത്രത്തിൽ അങ്ങിങ്ങലയുന്ന

വർണമൽസ്യത്തിൻ  യാത്രപോൾ

കർമങ്ങൾ നിഷ്പ്രഭം ജീവിതം നിഷ്ഫലം .

സർവ്വചരാചര യന്ത്രങ്ങൾസ്പന്ദിക്കാൻ ഇന്ധനം,

ഞാനെന്ന സത്യമതെന്നും ഗുരു.

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1:38 PM 12/6/2016

Starting trouble or opening ceremony

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4:04 PM 12/6/2016

Vrischika Vrithapurushan

വൃശ്ചിക വൃതപുരുഷൻ

സ്വർണവർണ്ണ ശോഭ സർവ്വഭൂവിൽ ഉണർത്തും

വൃശ്ചികമാം ദിവ്യ വൃതപുരുഷൻ.

നിശ്ചലചിത്തനായ് ശാന്തഗംഭീരനായ്

പകലുകൾ തെളിയിക്കും വൃതപുരുഷൻ

ആശയാം മഴപെയ്തു മങ്ങും മഴക്കാലം,

നിരാശതൻ വേനലിൽ വിങ്ങും വേനൽക്കാലം,

എന്നിവയ്ക്കക്കരെ എന്നാളും ഞാൻ കാക്കും

ശാന്തിതൻ ശീതള ശൈത്യകാലം.

ശുദ്ധസ്ഫടികമണിതൻ ജപമാല മുത്തുകൾ

അമ്പരചുംബിയാം ആലിലത്തുമ്പിലും

ലോക നിസ്സാരനാം പുൽക്കൊടിത്തുമ്പിനും

ആദരാൽ പകരുമെൻ വൃതപുരുഷൻ.

താളാത്മകം തവ ശ്വാസനിശ്വാസമതല്ലയോ

മുള്ളുകൾക്കരികെ എന്നാകിലും പൊള്ളയാം

മുളങ്കാടിനെ ആമോദപൂർവ്വകം പാടിക്കും

പകൽതോറും വീശുമീ പവനവർഷം.

ആംഗലേയ പുതുപുലരിയാം നാളതിൻ

തിരികൊളുത്തീടുവാൻ യാത്രയാമെങ്കിലും

തിരികെയെത്തീടുവാൻ പ്രാർത്ഥിക്കുന്നേൻ.

ഉൾകാമ്പിനുല്ലാസമേകുന്ന നാൾവരാൻ

ഇനിയും ഒരാണ്ടുഞാൻ കാത്തിടണ്ടേ

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1:39 PM 12/8/2016

I have no more failures, to be afraid of.

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3:46 PM 12/9/2016

Maybe we could please the divine by some 1000 years Tapas

But to please the needs is impossible !

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8:20 PM 12/9/2016

A Great Place To Go…

There’s a place, a wonderful place !

Which I dream of going all the time.

 

The place that’s not so low as deep blue sea,

And not so high as the valley top,

But high enough to give the bird’s eye view

Of those who rush through roads near

 

And those uniforms who lag to move

Bearing bulk bags of scripted knowledge

Still making their way bloom with jokes

And hot times of friendly fights. 

 

And those couples, who never walks side by side

Not because of less wide road,

But because one’s willingness to step in front

And the other’s accord to follow on.

 

The place that gifts me all these views,

A secured spot than any other site,

Where no one sees me watching them.

To stay so long as invisible.

 

The place that exist not so far from me

Still keep me calling since I know

And make me long to be there

Is the first floor of my home !

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2:54 PM 12/10/2016

ജനുവരി 15 പാലിയേറ്റീവ് കെയർ ദിനം. ഭിന്നശേഷിക്കാർ എന്ന വിഭാഗത്തിൽ പെടുന്ന ഞങ്ങളുടെ ആരോഗ്യസ്ഥിതി ഉറപ്പുവരുത്തുവാൻ വീടുകളിൽ എത്തി പരിചരണം നൽകുന്ന പാലിയേറ്റീവ് കെയർ എന്ന സേവന സംരംഭത്തിന് അകമഴിഞ്ഞ നന്ദി അറിയിച്ചുകൊള്ളുന്നു

പാലകരാകും പ്രിയ പാലിയേറ്റീവ് കെയർ

വേഗത്തിൽ പായുന്ന സോദരേ നിൽക്കണേ

വേഗം കുറഞ്ഞോരീ വാക്കുകൾ കേൾക്കണേ

നിമിഷങ്ങൾ നിങ്ങൾക്ക് നാണയമെങ്കിലും

നാഴിക പാഴാക്കും  ഞങ്ങൾതൻ വാക്കുകൾ

ഒട്ടൊന്നു കേൾക്കാൻ കനിഞ്ഞീടുക

സാന്ത്വന ശുശ്രുഷ സേവനമെന്നുള്ള

പദമൊരുപക്ഷേ നാം കേട്ടിരിക്കും

അതിന്നർത്ഥം അറിഞ്ഞവർ ഞങ്ങൾമാത്രം

ലോകത്തിന്നപ്പുറം വാഴുന്ന ഞങ്ങളെ

തേടിയെത്തീടുവാൻ വല്ലായ്മ തീർക്കുവാൻ

സർവ്വസന്നദ്ധമാണെന്നുമീ കൂട്ടായ്മ.

ചുവരുകൾ നാലിന്നുംഅക്കരെ ലോകമുണ്ടെന്നതു

ഞങ്ങളോടോതിടും പ്രിയ പാലകർ.

ഇക്കൂട്ടരോടൊത്തു നാടിന്റെ മുറ്റത്തു

ഞങ്ങൾ ഇറങ്ങുന്ന നല്ല നാളിൽ

അന്യഗ്രഹത്തിലെ ജീവിയെ കാണുംപോൽ

കണ്ണിമ വെട്ടാതെ നോക്കിടല്ലേ

നഷ്ട ഭാവം നിങ്ങൾ കാട്ടിടല്ലേ

ഞങ്ങൾ തൻ ഉള്ളിലും ആനന്ദരൂപനാം

ഈശ്വര വാസമുണ്ടെന്നറിയൂ.

ശേഷികൾ ഭിന്നമാണെങ്കിലും ഒട്ടുമേ

അല്പമല്ലെന്നതും ഓർത്തീടണേ.

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8:13 PM 12/19/2016

So happy that today I got the opportunity to present my experiment at the “International Symposium on Frugal Innovation”, thank you

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11:56 AM 12/23/2016

The shine of alertness & dedication… a side effect of martial arts !

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2:30 PM 12/25/2016

Oh my dream, take my life !

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9:02 PM 12/25/2016

” A natural day spent celebrating

is happiness…

A day of celebration spent normal

is tragedy “

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10:03 AM 12/30/2016

It’s your duty to find your job & to find your free time

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1:43 PM 12/30/2016

Should I really go back home?

It’s so beautiful here,

How peaceful I’m here,

So happy, just to be here,

But why my mind stays still at home?

Why my mind just tells of my home?

The thought to return glooms the scene.

Should I return to where I came?

Should I really go back home?

The place where excitement lacks.

But I’m not sure if this place be the same,

All the time for me to be,

Can this place be my home,

Can it hold me like my mom?

Will the sun stay here for long

Just for the reason, I’m here? 

I’m not sure. 

The only thing I know for sure,

How long we run, how far we reach,

There’s a journey back home one day,

After every journey. 

Where we find ourselves minus excitement,

The place we meet the life as such and its realities.

Home, the hardest reality.

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12:32 PM 1/1/2017

My father told me 1000 times “there’s no greater achievement for you than getting back on your own feet”

But my foolishness made me try and achieve whatever I can do at this state.

Fortunately this new year gave me the solid proof that ‘my father is right and I’m wrong’ for one more time.

What’s the point of living a life of expecting help from others

I hate accepting help

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8:41 PM 1/5/2017

എന്നും എന്നെ പാടി രസിപ്പിക്കുന്ന എന്റെ ആകാശവാണി റേഡിയോ 7:45 PM “യുവവാണിപരിപാടി തുടങ്ങിയപ്പോഴേക്കും കരപിരാ എന്നായി. ആകാംഷയോടെ എന്റെ പാട്ടു റേഡിയോയിൽ പാടുന്നതു കേൾക്കാൻ കാത്തിരുന്നതു വെറുതെ ആയി. ആശാഭംഗം പുത്തരിയല്ലാത്തതുകൊണ്ടു സാരമില്ല

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5:04 PM 1/12/2017

What if one day, all my efforts clicked !

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8:52 PM 1/12/2017

Faces

I see your face, you see my face

When I see the face, I can’t find face but eyes

As I have seen many faces change

When the season change without a reason to say.

 

I have a white face, I have a black face

I have a red face and a blue face too

But these are not my real face

No one knows that real case

 

When the white face keeps you liking me

The black face helps me know you well

While the red face protects me and mine

Blue face makes me mad at times

 

Behind the face, when I look for peace

There I saw my real face

But there was no color on it

There was no special signs on it

Even to identify that the face is mime

Just the feel that it exist

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8:52 PM 1/12/2017

Never suppress yourself

There is no one here to impress…

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4:34 PM 1/15/2017

Man was asking one thing after other to God

One day God appeared before him with something called mind in his hand.

After giving mind to man God said “it’s all yours from now on, shut up and stop bothering me”

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4:41 PM 1/15/2017

I’ve suffered real failures and faced toughest loneliness

The result is

I am not at all afraid to fail, not at all afraid to to stay alone anymore…

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11:56 AM 1/21/2017

My Life…

It’s not so prompt in fulfilling my wishes, but…

It’s really cautious in fulfilling my needs.

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5:20 PM 1/29/2017

Am I implausible !

Does I have ulteriority complex !

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5:27 PM 1/29/2017

SATSANG

A man can learn only two ways, one by reading, and other by association with Smarter people

-Will Rogers

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11:37 AM 1/30/2017

Sitting silent to express the violent

 

I’m sorry but I’m a poet

Good or bad, curse or bless

I can’t hold it much with me

In a way or other aid flows out

In the form of words in verse

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12:14 PM 1/30/2017

Summa iru, vanda velaye paar…

Is the only thing you have to do to get rid of the bad and reach the glad.

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4:24 PM 1/30/2017

Tasted things are almost tasteless &

There is no taste to taste something new

അതിജീവനം

ഉറ്റവർതൻ നെടുവീർപ്പാൽ അന്നെൻ

ശ്വാസം നിലനിർത്തി

അകത്തടക്കിയ കണ്ണീരന്നെൻ ദാഹമകറ്റി

നീണ്ടുകിടക്കുന്ന നാളെതൻ സ്മരണയിൽ

നിത്യം പശിയാറ്റി

പുറത്തുകാട്ടിയ പുഞ്ചിരിയെന്നും

പുലരിയായ് വഴികാട്ടി

 

ഇത്രനാൾ കണ്ണുകൾ കാട്ടിക്കൊടുത്തൊരാ

മുഖം അതു സത്യമോ?

ഇന്നതേ കണ്ണുകൾ മായ്ചുകളഞ്ഞൊരാ

മുഖം ഇനി സത്യമോ?

കാഴ്ചകൾ നിത്യവും കാണിച്ചുമായ്ക്കുന്ന

കൺകളെ എത്രനാൾ വിശ്വസിക്കും?

ഒന്നായിരുന്ന നാലാത്മാക്കളെ ക്ഷണാൽ

ഇരുവഴിയ്ക്കാക്കിയതെന്തിനാവാം?

ഉത്തരം കിട്ടാത്ത ചോദ്യത്തിൻ വ്യർത്ഥത

വീണ്ടും പകർന്നൊരു വിരസ ദിനം

 

രുചിച്ച സർവ്വത്തിലും രുചി നിശ്ചലം

പുതുതായ് രുചിപ്പാൻ രുചി പോരതാനും

ഇക്കണ്ട പല്ലുകൾ അത്രയുംപോംവരെ

ചവയ്ക്കൽ ഒഴിഞ്ഞൊരുപായമുണ്ടോ?

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10:03 PM 2/13/2017

My dear God, you’re training me so well to get detached from the precious things I love.  This is a humble reminder that someday I may get detached from you and you will have to bear tears for me that day and I’ll be singing and dancing with ecstasy…

 

You can see your father clearly, only when he’s gone…

 

You can see your father clearly,

only when he’s gone.

 

You can get inspired,

Even from his silence

 

You can follow his words,

Without much explanations.

 

And yes, you can agree with him,

effortlessly.

 

You can be proud of the habits,he sown in you.

You can stay thankful for him,

All the time.

 

You can feel how secured you were,

Beneath that hot noon sun.

 

You can sense it well,

What he meant by self reliance.  68191.  Who am

 

You can find how funny he was,

But now you have no chance to laugh.

 

This was not the first time he got hospitalized.  I’ve seen him surviving much critical times. All those days, I could feel  his

efforts to hold on.  But this time I have seen his hands kept open as if it has left the hold. Behind each line I wrote, there was

a thought that kept me tight “how will he react to it”.  And there were some efforts to earn some good words  from him. 

I’m now free and it’s an effortless job to write something because he’s not going to comment on it anymore… I have heard

that the creator is so perfect in balancing everything in nature.  I would like to see how the gap of my father in my family

could be filled…From a son’s perspective, his father is a target.  A target that takes ten steps forward when I  take five steps

ahead, this target had always kept me moving consistently.  One day I could find that the  target has been taken away…———-

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12:59 PM 2/15/2017

Taking away the fear of death

It will not come until the right moment and it’ll definitely come at the right time

It’s their true friend that will never let you alone

Once it reaches you, it takes you on its hands

And you can be one with it from that moment

Starting the life of anonymous

Journey to the secret place where no one knows

Knowing the sacred knowledge you have forgotten

The scariest place for an ignorant

 

This wonderful journey starts from the most peaceful place

The place where the illusion of this solid body gets vaporized

Where the destroyer Shiva starts taking care of you

When everyone else stops caring you

He cares you well by gathering wood

The fuel that burns even the final evidence of life

Takes you to the formless life

We’re no one knows the next

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9:02 PM 2/15/2017

Figuring Out, Where I Went Wrong

 

I felt it was God who helped me,

But it was my parents who helped God.

 

I felt it was my mother who could accept me,

But it was my father’s care that helped her.

 

I felt my father supports the family,

But it was his love for us.

 

I felt peace and love was there in my home,

But its source was my parent’s heart.

 

I felt the feelings I had,

But I forgot to feel what the heart felt.

 

I felt just the chants and prayers are divine,

But the silence, it was divine.

 

I thought, what I felt was right,

But that’s where I went wrong. 

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9:10 PM 2/15/2017

When father was there, I thought I have lots of people

But when my father was not there…

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9:53 PM 2/15/2017

എന്നും മുമ്പേ, എല്ലാറ്റിനും മുമ്പേ

അച്ഛൻ നൽകിയ തണലിൽ

കളിച്ചു കൊതിതീരും മുമ്പേ

തണലേകി സ്വയം തളർന്നുപോയതു

പറയാതറിയിക്കും മുമ്പേ

എന്നുമെനിക്കായ്ചുണ്ടിൽ കാത്തൊരു

ഉമ്മതരും മുമ്പേ

ജോലികൾ തീർന്നോരാ വിശ്രമകാലം

അരികിൽ അണയും മുമ്പേ

പകരം വയ്ക്കാൻ ഈശ്വരൻ

ഒരുവനെ സൃഷ്ടിക്കും മുമ്പേ

അച്ഛന്റെ തോൾചേർന്നു നിൽക്കുന്നൊരാ

സുദിനത്തെ ഒന്നു ഞാൻ കാണും മുമ്പേ

പടിയിറങ്ങുംനേരം എന്നും ചൊല്ലാറുള്ള

ധൈര്യ ദായകമായ വാക്കരുളും മുമ്പേ

അതി ദൂരേയ്ക്കാണു തൻയാത്രയെന്നറികിലും

അകന്നതെന്തേ ഒരു  വിടപറയും മുമ്പേ

ഒടുവിൽനൽകിയ പുഞ്ചിരി

നന്നായ് മുഴുമിക്കും മുമ്പേ.

 

എന്നും മുമ്പേ ആയിരുന്നു എല്ലാറ്റിനും മുമ്പേ ആയിരുന്നു ഇന്നും അതെ.

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2:03 PM 2/16/2017

The length and wordings of a poem depends on

The emotion and meditation behind it

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8:13 PM 2/16/2017

There are two people who supports you even if you’re wrong

I don’t know if that’s right…  I just know that it gives a lot of courage

But it needs a lot of luck to be their children

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8:51 AM 2/17/2017

After a certain point

It’s going to be a pleasure for you to lose things you love

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5:01 PM 2/21/2017

She has no worries

And she rarely looks At a face

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8:49 PM 2/23/2017

Hope you read this…

 

My dear father,

I can’t say “thank you”

Because I owe even my life to you.

 

I can’t say “sorry”

Because you have never kept my mistakes in mind.

 

I can’t say “goodbye”

Because you have already left me.

 

I can’t say “see you”

Because I don’t know if I could see you

When I’m dead.

 

I can’t say “I admire you”

Because I have just started knowing you.

I’m sorry no one told me about you

And I asked no one about you. 

 

Even I can’t say “I can’t keep going”

Because that will hurt you the most.

 

I can’t say anything

Because my mind asks me

“For what” I’m doing this

And I have no answer.

 

I can’t find any reason to do anything

The question “for what” is haunting me.

 

I can’t hug any other man

Expecting the warm care I enjoyed

At your chest

 

I can’t even cry

And I don’t know why.

 

I can’t say this but I have to say this

“You must have stayed at least for my mom”

I can’t even tell her

“Whatever happened is for good”.

Because we don’t have any reason to wait, at least.

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8:52 PM 2/24/2017

Medical science, once it had broken my father’s heart, when they said “we don’t have any further treatment for your son”

Once again they broke our hearts by saying ” we don’t have any further treatment for your father”

I wonder what does the term ‘advancements in medical science’ mean?

Does it mean healing headache by giving Paracetamol?

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1:45 PM 3/27/2017

Man is meant to be a social being, certainly he need someone else to explain their sufferings then only he could count his blessings.

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8:21 PM 3/29/2017

Let there be determination to fulfill the purpose…

Let me wet on your grace rain

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4:07 PM 3/31/2017

മാവിൻചോട്ടിലെഅച്ഛനു വളരെ ഇഷ്ടമുള്ള പാട്ടായിരുന്നു. ഒരു ദിവസം റേഡിയോയിൽ പാട്ടുകേട്ടപ്പോൾ എന്നോട് പറഞ്ഞു പാട്ടു എൻ്റെ ഫോണിൽ ആക്കിതരണം“. പറഞ്ഞതുപോലെ ഞാൻ പാട്ടു ഫോണിലാക്കി, പക്ഷെ അച്ഛനോട് പറഞ്ഞില്ല. മറ്റു പാട്ടുകൾക്കിടയിൽ യാദൃശ്ചികമായി അച്ഛൻ പാട്ടുകേൾക്കണം എന്നായിരുന്നു എൻ്റെ ആഗ്രഹം. പക്ഷെ അതുണ്ടായില്ല, ഇഷ്ടമുള്ള ഒരു പാട്ടുകേട്ടാൽ കുറഞ്ഞതു അഞ്ചു തവണ അതുതന്നെ റിപീറ് ചെയ്തു കേൾക്കുമായിരുന്നു എന്നിട്ട് എന്നോട് രണ്ടു നല്ല വാക്കും പറഞ്ഞേനെ.   ഒരുനാൾ വരുമായിരിക്കും

എത്ര ചെറിയ ജീവിതമാണല്ലേ ? അതിനിടയിൽ ആരെയും വേദനിപ്പിക്കാതെ, മത്സരിക്കാതെ മരിക്കുവാൻ കഴിഞ്ഞാൽ അതല്ലേ മഹാഭാഗ്യം..

ഇഷ്ടമുള്ളതെല്ലാം ഉപേക്ഷിക്കേണ്ട ഒരുനാൾ വരും എന്ന സത്യമറിഞ്ഞു ഞാൻ യാത്ര തുടരുന്നുഇഷ്ടങ്ങൾതേടി.

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2:05 PM 4/1/2017

If so…

If satisfaction is the highest payment

I am highly paid

 

If good parents are Gods we can see

I have seen God

 

If heaven is placed beneath the mother’s foot

I’m in heaven

 

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2:27 PM 4/1/2017

രാമ ശ്രീരാമ ജയ മത്സ്യരാമ

കൂർമ്മരാമ ജയ വരാഹരാമ

നരസിംഹരാമ ജയ വാമനരാമ

രാമാ പരശുരാമ ജയ ശ്രീരാമരാമ

ബലരാമരാമ ജയ ശ്രീകൃഷ്ണരാമ ജയ കൽക്കിരാമ.

ശരണം ശ്രീമഹാവിഷ്ണുരാമ!

………………..

ശ്രീമഹാവിഷ്ണുരാമാ ജയ മത്സ്യരാമ | കൂർമ്മരാമ ജയ വരാഹരാമ ||

നരസിംഹരാമ ജയ വാമനരാമ | രാമാ പരശുരാമ ജയ ശ്രീരാമരാമ ||

ബലരാമരാമ ജയ ശ്രീകൃഷ്ണരാമ ജയ കൽക്കിരാമ ||

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4:00 PM 4/2/2017

People are loved more when they’re silent.  I like to be loved !

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6:04 PM 4/4/2017

Where does it live

Where does the light live

It lives on my sight

Where does the breeze live

It lives through me

Where does the breath  live

It lives in me

Where does the sound live

It lives on my awareness

Where does the grace lives

It lives on my belief

Where does the knowledge live

It lives through my lives

Where does this planet live

It lives somewhere because I lives!

Where does my life live

It lives on my actions

Where do I live

I live in the pulse of present

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6:04 PM 4/5/2017

I asked my master

As long as I am not ready to submit myself completely for a purpose, how can I expect great results?

The reply was:

Then expect miracles!

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8:37 PM 4/5/2017

How can I get away from bad relations and get into good ones

Answer: stay silent!

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4:12 PM 4/6/2017

Aalunna thee athin bhangi kaanke

pushpamennorthu shalabham poolum

shoonyamam agniye pulkaathirunnengil

yeri thee than choodarinju akalathu maanjengil

swastham krudhaartham ee aathmayathra.

8:56 PM 4/6/2017

എൻ മതം

ആളുന്ന തീയതിൻ ശോഭ കാൺകേ

പുഷ്പമെന്നോർത്തൊരു  ശലഭം പോലും 

ശൂന്യമാം അഗ്നിയെ പുല്കാതിരുന്നെങ്കിൽ,

എരിതീ  തൻ ചൂടറിഞ്ഞകലത്തു മാഞ്ഞെങ്കിൽ

സ്വസ്ഥം കൃതാർത്ഥമീ ആത്മയാത്ര.

 

ഉള്ളം തെളിക്കുവാൻ ഉള്ളിൽ സ്ഫുരിക്കുന്ന

കാറ്റണയ്ക്കാത്തൊരു  കുഞ്ഞിളം നാളത്തേ

ജ്ഞാനം സ്ഫുടം ചെയ്തു പടർത്തിടവേ   

നിത്യമാം സത്യത്തിൻ സാമിപ്യം ഒന്നിനാൽ

ധന്യം അനന്യമീ ആത്മായനം.

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9:02 PM 4/12/2017

If you’re sad look at your mom

If you’re lazy look at your dad

 

Hope your major problems are solved…

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9:04 PM 4/12/2017

Empowering a religion is like creating nuclear weapon, it only helps the other sect to build their’s…  But empowering knowledge is a completely different strategy and the only working solution…  The mission had started long ago and since then the transmitters are working seamlessly, only requirement is to keep the receivers in tune!

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5:33 PM 4/14/2017

That’s all about this crazy life…

 

I can’t turn back and touch my past,

Coz I know it could burn my hands.

 

I can’t peep out to see how my future looks,

Coz it seems that’s gonna freeze me still. 

 

That’s why I live in serene seaside tide,

That’s how I live in joyful jail of now.

Where the peace comes smiling, for my service.

Where the time takes pause, for me to relax.

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5:34 PM 4/14/2017

Feel your self to build yourself…

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7:57 PM 4/14/2017

Festival: an occasion meant for the happy people to became happier / an occasion for those in distress to intense their pain.

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10:03 PM 4/18/2017

Fear is nothing but something that tells us we have something to lose,

If something we’re afraid to lose is lost, the flow of life becomes effortless in its own way…

Where I left my fear?

I was a kid, a creamy kid

And I too was afraid of the dark and death.

I felt only those beings which live as natural,

My fear took me away from those without lives,

Even the big black rock had frightened me.

But that day when I was thrown away from my comforts,

That day when I realised no one can help,

That one day when I met the death so close

And found the death to be absolute natural

And could locate no escape from it

And felt the love that melts fear.

When the solaces subsided

It felt absurd to anticipate failures anymore

That day was my birthday

Because from that day, I started living

Cause of worries was the fear to lose

But at the depths of failure,

The one we have to meet is the liberated self.

Which is the soul thought of a soldier

“To do or die” no more to declare,

Nothing to know, nowhere to go

And no one to rely.

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8:40 PM 4/19/2017

sun rahaa hai tuu…naa roo rahaa huu main…

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8:47 PM 4/19/2017

I wish if you where so far

I could love you so dear

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2:56 PM 4/20/2017

ചെയ്യേണ്ടിവരുന്നത് എന്തോ അതു സുദൃഢം ചെയ്ഭഗവദ് ഗീത

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10:00 PM 4/22/2017

The world will only teach you about eating healthy and thinking positive…

While, a real Guru trains you to fast and stop thinking.

എല്ലാം ഒടുങ്കണംശ്രീ രമണ

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3:55 PM 4/23/2017

Since the purpose is bigger, obviously more hands join!

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3:55 PM 4/23/2017

The purpose of schooling

To increase the intensity and duration of focus on a required matter.

The purpose of language study

To experience life of others, to understand how it ended and to build ours.

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4:20 PM 4/23/2017

Difference between those who love God and those who don’t

Those who love God feels like God telling him “my dear, you have to get through all these, I am with you”.

Those who fails to love God feels like “I have to get through all these, I am alone”

Finally… the experiences change, not the circumstances.

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2:54 PM 4/25/2017

ചിലപ്പോൾ തോന്നും

അറിവുള്ളവൻ എന്ന വാക്കിൻ്റെ അർഥം പുതിയ അറിവുകളിൽ താൽപര്യമില്ലാത്തവൻ എന്ന്.

ചിലപ്പോൾ തോന്നും

അറിവുള്ളവരുടെ വാക്കുകൾ പോലും വേണ്ട, നിശ്ശബ്ദ സാന്നിധ്യം തന്നെ ഊർജ്ജ ദായകമെന്ന്

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3:05 PM 4/25/2017

What measures manliness?

Ability to believe in what he wants, even if it has never happened before

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3:05 PM 4/25/2017

Zoom to a life. There will be instances that will make your eyes wet, on both ways…

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11:16 AM 4/26/2017

Nature expresses itself in its fullest in the most harmonious way and we call it – rain… 

 

Let me rain…

 

I was just holding all the way,

Struggling the whole summer,

Not to reach the skies and stars,

Just to touch and feel the ground.

Let me express myself just,

Let me scale my gale first

Being so wild yet powerful swain.

Let me rain far away from the desert of pain.

 

Past was the time meant to accept,

Past was the time just to suppress,

And past was the time only to gather the lot,

The lot of hot vapour that kept rising.

Now the clouds are darker than ever

And the farmlands too seems thirsty

Let me rain…

 

Poem 32 Let me rain…

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11:16 AM 4/26/2017

There is no road, the way we walk becomes the road

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11:21 AM 4/26/2017

My dear English, forgive me…

 

As long as the light of knowledge fails to enter, the language and its words are just dust…

When the twilight ray from the sun falls on dust, it becomes an awesome phenomenon – Crepuscular rays, just like the lines of a poem. 

 

My dear English, forgive me…

 

My dear English,

I have heard about you,

I have read very little about you,

I have learned quite a bit of you,

I am aware of the respect you deserve

Not just in grammatic, lexical and metrical aspects

But also for your power to influence the hearts, emotionally.

But I have no other choice than using your words.

It’s you my floor, the medium to flourish

And to ink my wildest thoughts! 

My dear English, forgive me.

 

Sorry to say it’s not from you

Or any one of your kind has blessed me with the knowledge.

My muse can never be seen, written or heard.

My source is not your words but silence,

But it comes out wearing your gown,

So that the world could notice or neglect you.

My intention is to strengthen the source,

Not the mirror it appears, not the suit it wears.

And if my attitude hurts your altitude,

My dear English, forgive me. 

 

Poem 30 My dear English, forgive me…

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1:29 PM 4/26/2017

 

As you know, you can neither be source nor the purpose

All you are

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8:10 PM 4/26/2017

Why are parents always compared to God?

Being their children, we never think of protecting them, while their priority concern is our protection.

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12:04 PM 4/27/2017

Exceptional rules for exceptional people 😃

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2:02 PM 4/30/2017

Positive thoughts are not the dwelling of a peaceful man, instead the thoughtlessness.

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8:29 PM 4/30/2017

kaalashesham enne ormikkanalla

ee ezhutthukal

ooro nimishavum naam orkkendathaanava

sarvakarmatthinum aadharamaakendava

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8:56 PM 4/30/2017

kallum kudichu koozheem thinnu nadannoolu oru kuzhappavum varilla

This is an

occasion

by which many people visits my home. Most of them have one thing to blame, our vegan lifestyle!

ningal engane prakruthy nnum pachakkari ennum paranju erunnitta enganeyokke sambavikkunnathu

ethrapeera kallum kudichu koozheem thinnu nadakkunnathu… nalla aarogyathoode

The speaker has no idea

God himself is not so good and he has created nothing wholly good.

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3:31 PM 5/2/2017

It seems we have passed numerous lives and it’s time to listen to ourself and learn..

Other than restarting the learning process from words on books.

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8:57 PM 5/2/2017

Why simply be engaged with yourself?  Marry yourself !!!  Start meditating

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11:26 AM 5/3/2017

As long as a straight line upwards can never be a signature

One’s signature can tell more about his life…

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10:00 PM 5/3/2017

obscurities and me…

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2:50 PM 5/4/2017

Where are they now, where are their laughs???

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4:12 PM 5/4/2017

vaadamillahoo dukham bhaadikkayilla noonam

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4:26 PM 5/4/2017

I can’t visit every wonderful place

But I can make wonderful the place I visit every day.

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4:27 PM 5/4/2017

Family…

Family, the strongest of the strong bonds ever. 

Even a layman could build it,

Even the Gods have failed to broke it.

Building seems like easy, firmness is its nature.

 

But why?

Is the time so powerful

Is the family bound on four sides by time

it’s firmness melts before time.

 

And why we make the bond so strong

If they are meant to break. 

If time is the judge who decides it’s span

 

These bonds not just break themselves,

It breaks the hearts of those connected

And the mark of these broken bonds

Are the only thing, before which the time fails

Or forgets its purpose to heal.

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10:37 AM 5/5/2017

Please don’t blame me, my purpose is different…

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9:53 AM 5/6/2017

What makes you different will remain as your identity and an unsolvable problem/challenge

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11:46 AM 5/6/2017

ജന്മദിനം

നിത്യം കൊളുത്തി കെടുത്തിയോരാ നില

വിളക്കിനു നൽകി ഞാൻ ശ്രദ്ധ നിത്യം.

ഞാൻ വരച്ചും പിന്നെ മായ്ച്ചും കളഞ്ഞോരാ

ചിഹ്നങ്ങൾ, അവയുമെൻ ശ്രദ്ധതൻ പാത്രമായി.

ഉണരുമ്പോൾ കാണിച്ചുറക്കത്തിൽ മായുന്ന

ലോകം, അതിനും ഞാൻ നൽകിയെൻ ശ്രദ്ധയിലോഹരി.

ആഹരിക്കുംതോറും ആസക്തിയേറുന്ന ശീലങ്ങൾ,

അവയിലേക്കെൻ ശ്രദ്ധ താനേ ചലിക്കുന്നു നിത്യവും

സർവ്വലോകത്തിനും സർവ്വകർമ്മത്തിനും നിത്യമാധാരമായൊരു

സത്യവസ്തു, അതിലേക്കെൻ ശ്രദ്ധയും ഏതുനാൾ ചേരുമോ

അന്നായിരിക്കുമെൻ ജന്മനാള്, അതിൻ സാക്ഷിയായ്തീരുമീ

ഭൂമിയും വാനവും വിണ്ണിൽ കളിയ്ക്കുമീ  മേഘങ്ങളും.

അന്നു ഞാൻ കാണുന്ന ഭൂവിലില്ലൊട്ടുമേ

നാരീ നര ജന്തു ഭിന്നതകൾ.

ദിവ്യമായൊരനുഭൂതിയല്ലയോ ഞാൻ കാത്തിടുന്നോരെൻ 

ജന്മനാൾ നൽകുന്ന സമ്മാനവും.

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2:24 PM 5/6/2017

ബഹുമാനപ്പെട്ട മുരളി സർ,

ആദ്യ കവിത നമ്മുടെ മാസികയിൽ പ്രസിദ്ധീകരിച്ചു വന്നപ്പോൾ തന്നെ എന്നെ വിളിച്ചു സംസാരിക്കുകയും തുടർന്നു രചനകൾ നടത്തുവാൻ പ്രചോദനം നൽകുകയും ചെയ് ബഹുമാനപ്പെട്ട മുക്കം ഭാസി സർ കഴിഞ്ഞ ലക്കത്തിൽ എഴുതിയ കത്തുവായിച്ചപ്പോൾ എൻ്റെ മനസ്സിൽ വന്നത് ഒന്നു പങ്കുവെച്ചുകൊള്ളട്ടെ. അറിവുകൊണ്ടും അനുഭവംകൊണ്ടും നിസ്സാരന്മാരായ ഞങ്ങളെ എഴുത്തിലൂടെ പ്രതിപാതിക്കുകയും അനുഗ്രഹം നൽകി മുന്നോട്ടു നടത്തുവാനും കാണിക്കുന്ന അദ്ധേഹത്തിന്റെ നന്മയെ കാൽതൊട്ടുവന്ദിക്കുന്നു. മുരളി സർ തന്നെ എന്നോട് ഒരിക്കൽ പറഞ്ഞതോർമ്മവരുന്നുനമ്മുടെ മാസികയുടെ മുത്തശ്ശനാണ് ഭാസി മാഷ്“.  കുടുംബത്തിലെ മുതിർന്നവരിൽനിന്നും സ്ഥിരമായി ഞാൻ കേൾക്കുന്ന പല്ലവിയാണ്രാഘവമേനോൻ്റെ കൊച്ചുമകൻ ഉയരങ്ങളിൽ എത്തണം ട്ടോഎന്നത് . ഓരോ തവണ വാക്കുകൾ കേൾക്കുമ്പോഴും, ഭയഭക്തി ബഹുമാനത്തോടെ എൻ്റെ മുത്തശ്ശനെക്കുറിച്ചു മറ്റുള്ളവർ സംസാരിക്കുന്നതു കേൾക്കുമ്പോഴും ഞാൻ അദ്ദേഹത്തെ കാണാനോ ശബ്ദം കേൾക്കുവാനോ കഴിഞ്ഞെങ്കിൽ എന്ന് ചിന്തിക്കാറുണ്ട്. ഒട്ടനവധി വേദികളെ സമ്പന്നമാക്കിയ ഭാസി മാഷുടെ ശബ്ദം കേൾക്കുന്ന നേരത്ത് എനിക്കോർമ്മവരുന്നത് എൻ്റെ മുത്തശ്ശൻ്റെ രൂപം തന്നെയായാണ്

                സ്നേഹം നിറഞ്ഞതും മാനവനന്മയെ ലക്ഷ്യമാക്കുന്നതുമായ കൂട്ടായ്മയിൽ എനിക്കും അവസ്സരം നൽകുന്ന മുരളി സാറിനു വളരെയധികം നന്ദി, ഒപ്പംതന്നെ ഏകതത്ത്വയിലേക്കു  എന്നെ എത്തിച്ച പ്രകാശ് ചക്കോട്ടിൽ സാറിനോടും എൻ്റെ നന്ദി അറിയിക്കുവാൻ അവസ്സരം ഉപയോഗിച്ചുകൊള്ളട്ടെ.

നന്ദിപൂർവ്വം,

അജയ് ബാലചന്ദ്രൻ

 

Dear sir & madam, kindly correct the spelling errors.

Thank you

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1:15 PM 5/8/2017

I believe that there is a power within us

So, accepting ourselves means accepting the fact that today or tomorrow that power will make me perfectly healthy.

Accepting ourselves doesn’t mean that the current state of body will not change

Everyone here is entitled to be healthy, happy and successful.

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4:03 PM 5/10/2017

>>>>>>>>>> 

When should I glow the brightest ?

Isn’t that necessary to talk and smile so cute

As a baby who looks pretty

Isn’t that essential to score so high

As a student of smart parents

Isn’t that required to marry and manage so well

As a man of eminent class

Isn’t that so needful to stay so relaxed and watch young men

As a grand old royal descent

Isn’t that a necessity to gain a peaceful death

As a free soul forever

Isn’t that your demand to glow bright every time, but no way

As I am just a son, not the sun up there.

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11:40 AM 5/11/2017

Good hitherto, better hereafter

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3:27 PM 5/11/2017

Sound followed by silence is song

Sound followed by sounds is disturbance

Formations from the nothing is creation

Creations by the creation is just for the sake of creation.

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10:51 AM 5/13/2017

ITU SANDHYAYENNARIYAM

Iniyenthu raathriyoo pakaloo

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4:35 PM 5/14/2017

>>>>>>>>>> 

Till this day, life was always surprising and wonderful that it was vague all the way…

But still I am holding to my doubts and notions and watching its play!

 

Whats, Whys & Whens

What is the role of efforts in a life

When everything is fixed, already

 

For what purpose I hold my hope

When nothing matters

 

Why should I wait for happiness

When it leads to sad, gradually

 

Why should I compete

When I start from where the other finished

And there exists no identical tracks

 

Why I must stay consistent

In this pliable path of life

 

Why everything seems so varied?

What should I consider holy?

When every creation is from the same source

What is the purpose of my offerings

Who am I to offer

When I owns nothing and owes everything

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5:37 PM 5/14/2017

ulla naalvare jeevichirikkuvan

illatha paadupedanam ennundo njan

 

nalla naalu dinathin smrithiyathu

pooreyoo mruthyvannu pulkunna naal

 

neetty churukkiyum varinju murukkiyum

enthinee thadi kaakkunnathinnu njan

 

en uyarchakkay njaan veeshunnoraa vala

kaayalil venamo, mukkuvan thannude kuttayil aakano?

 

koodappirappine koottatthil koottathe

koottukaree varu kooduvittodidaam

 

ee vidhikaanuvaan aavadhillaykayaal

lokavasam theerthoraathmaakkale Chollu

ee vazhi ningal ini vannedumo?

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8:48 PM 5/14/2017

For an idea to fit in a poem that fills the hearts, the concept must come out in a tune…

A piece of fresh idea in tune becomes a verse and rhymeless concepts to the wastebasket!

 

A Poet’s Wastebasket…

 

It’s beautiful but not observed,

It’s really wonderful but unnoticed,

It speaks about crucial, but not cared

it holds some useful too, but no one needs.

Then why are you are bothered,

If the creator has ignored it? 

A shine was there in it, more divine than a shrine.

Poet’s wastebasket is full of ideas,

It has its own sense and essence.

They are there, not because they worth less,

But because they can’t be set to the meter,

The rhyming meter of a verse

They are not so flashy like a fairy

And so they’re simply squeezed and thrown out.

As you know that’s the rule here

Pretty plays are projected,

Even dirty deeds are celebrated

But no trumpets for essential ones.

And they all stay calm hopefully

At the palace, poet’s wastebasket

For the perfect time and rhyme to reach.

 

Poem 36 A Poet’s Wastebasket

 

To express my views completely let me begin by prose writing.

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11:45 AM 5/15/2017

My life experiences made me reluctant to beauty, often hate it.

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2:58 PM 5/15/2017

Because of it’s misleading nature

Because I’m sensitive towords it’s addictive and misleading nature

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9:15 PM 5/15/2017

Social media is a place where tragedies and triumphs, kinds and the crimes are equally celebrated

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9:20 PM 5/18/2017

Why don’t you like a square ball

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9:36 PM 5/18/2017

Cello gripper II

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6:47 AM 5/19/2017

Mookambika symbolizes silent inner self, the source

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11:01 PM 5/19/2017

The universal need of consideration

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10:23 PM 5/22/2017

ആക്കാണും കുടിലിൽ പൊന്തണ പോകകണ്ടോ

കരിപോകകണ്ടോ  നീ മച്ചൂനനേ

ചപ്പല്ല ചിതയല്ല അകലെ പൊങ്ങും പുക

പാണൻ്റടുപ്പിലെ പോകയല്ല 

രാവിൽ ഭീതി പരത്തണ

മണമറിയും നീ മച്ചൂനനേ

പാലപ്പൂങ്കാവിൽ നിന്നും ഒഴുകിവരുന്നൊരു  

മണമല്ല അത്  മൃഗഭോജികളുടെ തൊലി

മുടിയും നഖവും ചേർത്തു കരിക്കണ മണമാണ്

കരി പൂശും വരെയവൻ മരുതൻ പാണൻ

കരി പൂശിയവൻ വരും പോത്തായ് പുലിയായ്

മേലാളന്മാരുടെ മാറുകൾ മാന്തിക്കീറി നിണംകുടിച്ച് 

അടിയാളനവൻ പോയ്മായും കാറ്റായ് കരിയിലയായ്

……….

കരിമ്പനയായ ഉയരണ ദൂരെ 

മരുതൻ പാണൻ s

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11:00 AM 5/25/2017

Why the world looks different ?  Maybe because of my view !

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4:10 PM 5/26/2017

The only blessing I seek is

“Whatever be the circumstance

My face must smile pleasantly at my mom”

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12:38 PM 5/27/2017

C4 Convertible…D4 Drive & E2 Enjoy !

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5:14 PM 5/27/2017

Always I have wondered what’s new in love stories

But now I understood that every love story is new and much more to come…

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10:06 PM 5/27/2017

Most difficult task is to discriminate between lucky and unlucky people

That’s the power of creator

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4:39 PM 5/28/2017

Many complains about lack of free time

But very few knows free time is the killer…

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12:04 PM 5/30/2017

The Richest:

He owns tigers, elephants and even rhinos

The forest man

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2:01 PM 5/30/2017

Love song photography

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10:21 AM 5/31/2017

If not presentable,

I prefer to be absent

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12:10 PM 6/4/2017

This is my book named as “Sreerama Gita”. (64 pages)

Hoping to publish before the Ramayanamaasam – Karkidakam. Cover page, introduction and back page is attached. If someone is interested in publishing, kindly inform.  Thank you…

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7:47 PM 6/12/2017

Sometimes it seems everyone around will be there to help us,

But it cannot be true

Sometimes we may feel there’s no one to help us,

But that too is not completely true

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12:56 PM 6/13/2017

My lord,

It’s possible for us to escape from sadness,

even we’re capable of moving away from happiness. 

But peace is a necessity, please take care of that.

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12:56 PM 6/13/2017

The world loves you because you’re good to the world

But your mom loves you because she knows you’re so bad and her love can help you to be good to the world.

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3:59 PM 6/13/2017

My peace is my achievement

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2:51 PM 6/14/2017

Nothingness…  What else

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10:27 AM 6/15/2017

Expressing heartfelt gratitude for the one who has given us five senses

And recommended not to use it…

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God has given me this gift and I will not waste it…

Boyka

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4:35 PM 6/15/2017

What’s your duty when the life seems hard

Find the silliest reason to be happy

What’s your duty when the life moves smooth

Find the silliest reason to be……

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2:09 PM 6/16/2017

Goddess of failure does not exist but most of us believes her

When success gives the pressure of being consistent

Failure gifts that badge, “not reliable” written on it

 

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8:08 PM 6/17/2017

Poem 33 Words… can never hurt me

Words are capable of wounding almost every human hearts

But these words will be capable of transforming emotions only if they are allowed to do so, if they are repeated so powerfully in mind.

The words can’t affect much on a body that has suffered harder hits and traumas because the focus is isolated to words that heal. 

 

Words… can never hurt me

 

That’s the boon I earned from my lord,

By his glory, words can never hurt me.

Word is nothing but a sound,

A small vibration from the vocal strings.

How hard can such a feeble vibe hit me?

How long can that vibe last?

When it fails to bring a tiny quake inside.

But it’s not at all a wonder

Because the training school,

it dealt with much fierce traumas.

The teachings were offered

As hazardous experiments.

The notes were scribbled

In the form of ever lasting limb marks.

The progress was measured

In terms of less responsiveness before hard hits.

And the rewards were given

At the slightest margin between life and death.

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8:05 PM 6/18/2017

Life’s like firing arrows to infinity

A target will appear at the tip of every single arrow at the right time

That day we’ll feel what we have done was right

“firing arrows to infinity”

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8:19 PM 6/18/2017

Branch of science which deals with the photographs in love songs

🙂 🙂 love song photography… Ha…Ha…Ha…… #lovesongphotography

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9:47 PM 6/18/2017

Why fb & whatsapp consumes huge volume human energy?

Because it keeps running even if the laptop is turned off…

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9:50 PM 6/18/2017

Hey…  Listen.

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1:17 PM 6/20/2017

जैसे पर्वत पे घटा झुकती है

जैसे सागर से लहर उठती है

ऐसे किसी चहरे पे

निगाह रुकती है

 

रोक नहीं सकती नज़रों को,

दुनिया भर की रस्में

ना कुछ तेरे बस में जूली,

ना कुछ मेरे बस में

दिल क्या करे

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1:37 PM 6/20/2017

Yaatrayil kazhakal kaanarundo

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10:10 AM 6/21/2017

The only boon I seek is INDEPENDENCE.

Neither love nor happiness.

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1:37 PM 6/21/2017

Your own happiness is your shield before bad word arrows from others

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9:10 PM 6/21/2017

For the one and only Boyka

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9:11 PM 6/21/2017

Just two duties

> Protect Nature, it gives space to live

> Preserve Epics, it says how to live

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9:28 AM 6/30/2017

The feeling of ecstasy…

Something that you have today will stay with you forever

Something that you don’t have today have to leave you, even if it comes to you

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1:43 PM 7/3/2017

My status is a bit lengthy, so I started this website

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3:32 PM 7/3/2017

കൺതുറന്ന് അച്ഛനെ കാണേണ്ട നേരത്ത്

കണ്ണടച്ചു ഞാൻ ജപിച്ച ദൈവങ്ങളേ

കൺതുറന്നൊന്നു ഞാൻ നോക്കിയാനേരത്ത്

നിങ്ങളുമില്ല എൻ അച്ഛനുമില്ല 

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9:16 AM 7/5/2017

വട്ട്അതാർക്കാണില്ലാത്തത് ! വട്ട് നല്ലതാണ്

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10:12 AM 7/5/2017

Mad are blessed to lick the jaggery of life!

 

The normal people normally fails because they fail to express themselves,

but the mad people never fails because they simply express themselves and living lost in it.

A machine lives a normal life but a man lives a mad life, mad for the purpose of life, the jaggery of life!

 

Mad are blessed!

The so called “normal”s are just jealous,

Jealous of those who are mad.

Can a normal sing louder?

Normals can’t even laugh so high.

Normals are those who are bound,

Bound and glued to their own image

Misleading and the ever haunting mirage.

 

But mad are blessed.

They never look around,

They never think of themselves,

They never count their own mistakes,

They never complain about others,

Their needs are quite a bit,

Wants are at a distance of their hand reach,

They wait for nothing, even for a smile.

No one to blame them and no one to praise them.

They are never bothered of their way,

They just keep their play,

And they never pray

fleeing free forever, like the flowing river.

 

The Gurus stay mad,

The Sages seem mad,

Scientists prove they’re mad,

Our friends are of course mad,

And the almighty, the maddest of all.

 

Poem 34 Mad are blessed to lick the jaggery of life!

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10:09 AM 7/7/2017

The source of pleasure is peace, every single piece of beauty is the result of peace, universe dwells in peace, the pulse of nature is peace

But there are places where the presence of peace can be felt at a higher intensity as if we can touch it…

 

Ivormadom, a station of solidified peace…

 

Peace is a feeling, an experience, moments of comfort

When we can effortlessly sense our oneness with nature.

Peace has neither structural nor physical form

But if the presence of peace in the place is so profound

What else can we call, other than a station of solidified peace?

 

There I saw my Pa, my grandpa was there

Rama was there and I saw Shiva there.

Especially Shiva below the banyan, so real with blood and bone.

The demolition expert roaming, deeply occupied

In bringing scorching fresh ash out of ancient deeds.

 

Don’t know why everyone here looks so familiar,

What holds everyone on that ground with the feeling of unity?

No one hurries for themselves, everyone relaxed and lost,

Some stays sober in thoughts of inconsolable sobbing faces at home

And others at the pride of their purpose fulfilment.

 

It’s not a factory but materials in its raw nature are brought here

And are processed to its finest possible form.

No one acts as a doer here, but just as machines that perform rituals.

Each happening seems so drafted without pauses

And it continues as a consistent process.

 

What happens there remains as the primordial mystery.

Human body, the rest house of soul, built on five pillars

Mass that was held tight by earthly gravity, sensing equipment.

The body devoid of awareness is dissolved to its source

And the one who experiences, is no more to explain.

 

http://madhuvanamm.com/ivormadom-a-station-of-solidified-peace/

 

Poem 35 Ivormadom, a station of solidified peace…

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12:42 PM 7/8/2017

My perky dolly…

She’s pretty, not so good or bad

Often lost, in her own beauty

At those moments in front of a mirror or cam

She was never a doll, even though she seemed like one

At the early dolly stages of life

When I put her at the back carrier of my bicycle

Don’t know how she managed to stay still

Pulling trees and pushing valleys were easy for her

But a moment of silence and stillness, the damn hard job.

 

As the cycle of life turned and I slided down,

She was stepping up herself, taking the lead

And she often acts so tensile and loosen her hold

The second she feels that someone else cares.

 

But my all time and dolly is so perky

Letting me open my eyes to the light of hope away from dark

Often Making me suffer the boredom of silly news

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9:46 AM 7/21/2017

From the ancient ages, offering chants were considered as the holiest activity of all.

Chants represent the pulse within oneself and it takes to the experience beyond the barriers of physical existence.

It has to be understood that chanting is neither material nor spiritual; instead, an instant sachet sample of fulfilment that you already have.

 

Rama as I know…

 

Rama, as you know is a deity.

The modest son of all time, the sun’s descendant

Master of the acest ape, lovely Sita’s spouse

And a greedy seeker of offerings

 

Rama, as you know is the manliest of emperors.

Embodiment of the Vedic essence,

Soulmate for every being that surrounds,

And slave for a fan who is mad at him.

 

Rama, as I know is the pulse.

The everlasting experience of pulsation within

That begins to spark at the end of chants

And lasts till it burns away the final urge.

 

Poem 37 Rama as I know…

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5:17 PM 7/22/2017

I just Googled to know what appears if I search for my site “Madhuvanamm”

The image result was really wonderful, I got an opportunity to read about me in Dutch language…

http://indiakrabbels.blogspot.com/2016/12/ajay-frugal-seminair.html

  When translated, I was so happy to read the sentence “My admiration is especially about his parents. Small, curly humans. I admire their courage and perseverance to give a living to their son, all in all”

From my childhood days, my father tried his best to bring me up to the stage.  While he was really successful in bringing opportunities for me, I stood as a failure before them all.  But this day December 19 2007 @ AIT Palakkad, my college 🙂

10:22 AM 7/23/2017

So happy to read this Dutch blog…  Especially because it was about a day my father was so happy about me… 

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10:27 AM 7/30/2017

Dear friends, that’s just my story

 

What will you do?

 

What’ll you do if you find yourself doing bad

If you find that the deeds are nothing but thought results

If you feel like having just the wonderful thoughts

You’ll start observing your thoughts

 

What’ll you do if you find yourself so content

Content enough not to get hurt by any kind of critics out there

Calm enough to hold that thought and courageous enough to ink the truth

You’ll start developing clarity in thoughts

 

What’ll you do if you find yourself so idle

Unwilling to record every thought phrase as prose

But can’t hold back yourself from expressing it

You’ll start getting quotes and lines.

 

What’ll you do if you find yourself so happy

Recognized as the owner of your own lines

Encouraged by the one who reads

You’ll start writing poems!

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10:28 AM 7/30/2017

Blessing, as it is…

Everything you need is at your feet

All your requirements are fulfilled and beyond

Compassion, love are flooding around

Life so nice as a loyal pet dog.

 

You’re surrounded by those who cares

You’re nurtured intensely

You’re preserved as if you were at womb

You’re so empty without them

And you’re cursed to be dependent

 

Once if you’re surrounded by those who cares not

And you seek no care and need no love from outside

You’ll find your lord and friend in you

You’re all set to die as a free soul

And that’s the blessing as it is…

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10:59 AM 7/30/2017

The Google Mind

Google Mind is a brand new tool

So powerful and intuitive too

Just launched that no one yet knows

And I got a chance to test it

 

First I put the word “happiness” on it

And pressed so nicely to enter

And for my surprise, it was the wonderful day I ever had

Witnessing the scenes of contentment, joyfulness

Glad newses even from the far which I ever expected

And links further to much more merry.

 

 

And once when it happened for me

To put the word “failure” and hit enter

All of the sudden it started showing gloomy scenes

Wild and weird results, much unexpected outcomes

Unnatural reactions, even from the loved

 

On the next moment of realization,

The first thing I did was to put again “happiness”

And give a nice press on enter

That was all I could do and I am happy that it works so well.

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